Am i reali thinking too much... everything that come across, i mus think and think and think... PEN BY WENDIBAN

Finally everything is coming to an end.. it is cooling day tmr... no more politics that u can find in the news and everywhere ard... and soon here comes the polling day :X PEN BY WENDIBAN

Today went for NSP rally... a worthy trip there hearing wat the opp party hav for the ppl and how it is gg to be done if they are selected.. they mentioned the reasons y they are worth our votes and y the PAPs are nt worth.. it reali made me giv a deep thought who reali is worth my vote.. hmmm... PEN BY WENDIBAN

today is a pathetic day!!! argh!!! ytd's mac spicy was so bad that i had runs in the morning :X PEN BY WENDIBAN

Today was an eventful or sud i say info-ful day for me!!! Alot of reflecting gotta be done these few days for myself!! Argh!!! PEN BY WENDIBAN

I was browsing thru something on webby... and it brought back the old huiting's memories.... PEN BY WENDIBAN

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Today is sort of an important day for me!!!

Earli in the morning, flashbacks of memories came back 1 by 1... Out of the sudden, 100plus came to my mind!!! I have no exact idea y out of so many memorable things to think of, but jus popped and it came out...

Still rmb the days when Mr Lim bought us 100plus aft certain activity during my NPCC day...

Yea.. today is the official last event that is happening in Juying for NPCC!!! Come to tink of it, I was in NPCC for 9 years in my life... yea 9 years, 5 cadet years, 4 years of CI-ship...

It is of cos hard and cant believe.. but aftall, it is the fact tt this thing is happening :X

My 5 years of suffering and enjoyment in NPCC was... smthing tt words cant describe... The tears we shed, we perspired, we had fun, we been thru all the thick and thin tgt, the training we did for school events, the push-ups we had done, no matter whether it is with my batch mates, my NCOs, my CIs, my juniors and last but nt least nt forgetting the Teachers Officers (Mr Lim, Mr Kevin Tan, Mrs Tan SW, Ms Chua n etc)... I reali had no regrets choosing NPCC as my CCA when i was in Sec 1... We use to show off to other CCA, saying that NPCC has the best teachers among all the CCAs... We are all well taken care of by the Teachers... Mr Lim's treat aft putting oil for the rifle on on of the saturdays, Mrs Tan supper every night during camp, Mr Tan's approval for letting us hav BBQ during my camp n many many more things that reali warms the heart of every cadet, and looking forward to every parade that is coming up...

My next 4 years as a CI, was been thru too with the Teacher Officers, as well as the HOs, and fellow CIs... It was another fruitful 4 years for myself being able to look at the view of the instructors.. Different but great experiences... The times that we hav to alot of planning before every parade.. Rushing down to parade every week aft lectures.. Organizing ATC/STC camps was memorable as well... Different things that i learnt benefited from all these many many events... Till as of today, still cannot kick the habit of putting my hands to the NPCC stuffs..

I was being asked, whether to continue my NPCC life... It gave me a deep thought...

My reply was, I had decided to put it away after last year's ATC/STC... It took me quite awhile to reali make this decision nt to turn back.. Afterall, to stop smthing that you hav been doing it for 9 years is somehow is hard...But i wont say that there is no chance that i will turn my head back again... PEN BY WENDIBAN

This week is reali an unlucky week for me... I do not know wat reali happen but i can jus onli say that i am damn suay....

On monday, my colleagues all went MC, Urgent leave and on leave... and left me alone to work... tired is the onli thing i can say...

Then on tues, it was raining... and so the bus came late.. so actuali i wanted to get a cab down to the pick up point, but the cab dun wan to U-turn and so happen that the bus came so i jus hop onto the bus... and then i was late so i had no choice to take a cab to work... i felt so pathetic while waiting for the cab... but while waiting for the cab, actuali it so happen that 1 of my colleague's car was in front of me waiting to turn out of a carpark... i was so slow that, if i manage to get onto his car, i wont b late and too i will save 15 bucks... When i got onto a cab, the uncle was driving at a speed of 60 km/h -.- wah piang eh!!! i was nt late but with this speed no late oso cannot las....

On Wed, it was a nice weather... BUT!!!! the bus came late... so i decided to take a cab down to the company bus pick up point... so i actuali spent another 8 bucks on cab!!!

Today???? I decided to leave the hse earli and take the company bus from lakeside... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! who knows that there was an accident somewhere results in a traffic jam!!!! SML!!!! i reali hav no idea how 'lucky' i was........ in the end the company waited for me and i was sort of 'shoot' by the HR!!! -.-

So what will happen to me tmr??? i reali have no idea.... pls be kind to me god!!! it is reali suffering to hav the whole week spent like that!!! PEN BY WENDIBAN

Wow... it has been so long that i last update my blog...

Sud be able to do it more often now as I GOT A NETBOOK!!! it was actuali for my convenience... my old one i will b trying to take all the documents from inside and will sell away aft it's 5 years of service...

hmmmm... throughout these few mths there many things that happen... it is gg to be 1 year since i join my current company... i reali hope to change a new environment, but chances are no where to be found... this year is suppose to b a gd year for me esp. for job wise case... so... wish me luck :)

tmr gg for a hike... loves :) PEN BY WENDIBAN

First and for most, Merry Christmas to everyone :) PEN BY WENDIBAN

Today is the last day for Dearest Siti... Kinda dun bear to see her leave.. but she is leaving for a better future... how i wish i can be like her....

Days w/o her in the company seems to be rather meaningless.. there is no one to live up the day with a loud 'good morning'...

Although i hav onli known her for barely 8 mths.. she is reali the best person which i can look for whenever i hav trouble... In the morning, it is always feeling good seeing her bringing a smile and say good morning... then lunch hours is the noisiest time where we joke and laugh.. We meet up during tea break and finish the day making noise in the bus....

I reali thank her for everything... buying lunch for us, ordering special lunch fr Mac/KFC, buying cakes for ppl on birthday and etc... it is reali hard to find such a person ard... nice ppl are always hard to find...

Even though it is nt weird to hav her nt in the office like when she is on leave.. now it is as if tt she is gg on leave like forever.. nv coming back to the company..

the feeling is jus nt right... I know that we can still meet outside the company, but everything is gg to be jus so different... Jus the feeling, dun know how to express it..

I reali want to thank her from the bottom fr my heart, but words jus cant exit fr my mouth.. tears came out instead.. I wanted to thank her for everything tt she has done and teach me. The everything that she has done for us, whether is a greeting in the morning or a smile fr her or even offer to pick me up when she receive a cal from me saying tt i miss the bus, everything is appreciated whether big or small matters.
I still rmb tt we hit off well in the beginning... i didn't know she is such a nice social person.. we started during lunch and slowly, she became a buddy tt i can go to for consulting and advising. Now tt she is no longer in the company, who can i go to? Will i no longer step into the room such tt i wont think of her during my days in tt company? somehow, it feels as if smthing is missing there... how am i gg to adapt... she jus simply became smthing of my life.. I know this is part and parcel of life... But....
It is gg to be a great torture for myself.. facing ppl who i dun want to face everyday at work.. argh!!!!
Afterall, from the bottom from my heart, i reali wish her all the best for her future and definitely she will be living better than her days over at CI... Miss you !!

Hand made a card for her.. and she reali likes it alot... it is jus smthing tt i reali wanted to make for her.. glad that she likes it :) and now i am reali rather tired...

When will it be my turn?? PEN BY WENDIBAN

Spent my weekends over at Malaysia... attending my cousin's wedding...

Reached on Friday.. enjoyed a Karaoke night over at auntie's hse :D Got myself drunk with BEER!!! (Nv try tt cos it wasnt feeling great 8X)

Sat, woke up in the morning... contact lens broke.. (actuali i knew it, b4 leaving the hse, i was still wondering whether sud bring extra :X) spent my day with onli 1 contact lens...

It was my 1st time wearing a dress.. kinda weird.. hahahas... taking pics almost for the whole day with my phone...

Sunday, woke up in the morning, got my new hair cut :) and Singapore here i come....

Tis week was a tiring week... Due to the not enuff slp from Malaysia... But still... i still hav to go to work... received 2 shocking news within 24 hrs... Disappointed is all i can say...

Both news are actually expected news... but jus din happen this way... 1 was long time ago prediciting it... 1 is expected... both is jus predicted by myself, it is just waiting for the correct time to come into my life, tt's all...

Tmr.. gonna hav another wonderful weekend as well :) gg dinner ith Siti, Jane, Ubol, XL and Zaman :) continue by 'Harry Potter'... Woohs XD PEN BY WENDIBAN

Woohs!!! aft the Deepavali long weekends holi... here comes another one for me!!! i am gg back malaysia to attend my cousin's wedding!!!

Happy holidays to Myself !!!! wahahahahas!!! but aft these long holi, gonna start to work OT to cover up all my unpaid leave!!!! PEN BY WENDIBAN

I had a eventful weekend last week!!! The Yong cousins went for their 2nd official night cycling ard the East area!!!!

It was a successful one!!! Good job to the Yong cousins!! cos WE FINISHED THE 42 KM PCN ROUTE!!! (actualli more than that las)

Although everyone was damn chui the next day, everyone was satisfied!! Even me, myself was so surprise that i managed to finish :) Good Job huiting!!!

Throughout the trail it was good as we were moving at a slow and steady speed which all of us manage to maintain....

Shall we try out the next west PCN?? hahahas!!!

This time round we din manage to take a lot of pics!! but... it was reali a memorable Halloween for all of us!!! PEN BY WENDIBAN

I was sick... till now have yet recover... on and off still having flu... argh!!!

Recently, hav been thinking of this issue of, DUN ASSUME!!!

Still rmb the 'YOU THINK I THOUGHT WHO CONFIRM!!' hahaha~

Always do things with cfm details and not planned alr, keep asking the IF qns!!! When all these IF qns arises, your plan will be a never ending thing.. there will be alot of things for you to do COS, aft the IFs there are still many IFs... So this is like forever... Even so, things sud not be not planned... you are nt prepared at all... So how? Onli think of the solutions when things happen?? hmmm... what if things are as bad as i can handle?? (and here comes my What IF~)

hmmmm... upcoming events will be still OT!!! and Jothi's farewell and cousins' night cycling again!!! (still not sure whether i can make it for the outing when the OT are so irregular nowadays!!!) Just cross my fingers.. (although i no it make no use as the previous round, i tried crossing my fingers to ensure that i am able to attend the badminton session with my colleagues... but i still hav to sty for OT!!!) argh!!!

Anw... some enlightment.... This month, ah long said 'Luv you' to me and this is not the most interesting part...

The MOST INTERESTING part is that..... KENNEATH YONG WX SAID 'IMY' TO ME!!!!

ah long's 'luv you' onli enlighten 1 of my day, but wx''s 'IMY' still enlightening my day till as of today!!! Wwahahaha!!! :) PEN BY WENDIBAN

Tonite was a wonderful nite for me... Went for Nic's 21st birthday dinner at Mount Faber-The Jewel Box.. It was a nice
Place there... You are able to view the nice scenery and to my suprise that in front if where I was sitting I am able to c Jurong Island...

Due to phone send to repair, and there is no cam, I shall save the wonderful scenery that i hav seen in my memory..

Anw the dinner was nice I reali enjoyed my dinner.. All thanx to Nic:) PEN BY WENDIBAN

Saturday was a session with Jane and Siti at Swensens.... The 3 of us had earthquake... not regular one... is a giant one... YES!!! the 3 of us finished the giant earthquake....

went home... wanted to watch the on9 shows but of no interest at all... did nth...

Sunday, no work... was so weird... (mayb hav been doing OT too much, it feels like a habit alr) suppose to go on a cycling exercise but was too tired.... Ordered Mac Breakfast :) woohs!!!

Cos i missed it on Fri... (pay day everyone wans gd food, ended no Mac still cos Mac system down...)

Sunday did nth at home....

Monday, the beginning of another week... Sian!!!! Followed by tues and wed....

Today ordered Mac again :) to prevent anything from happening, beloved Siti ordered earli... ended, we onli manage to hav our lunch aft 1... Was super hungry las... the service was v bad.... they claim that the deliveryman lost his way... but there was no informing.... make us wait for like 2 hrs.. der... when the deliveryman arrived, he look so innocent... felt so guilty for the complain... but if pity him, den make us wait for 2 hrs... how can?? so Siti use her powerful 'gun' shoot shoot shoot... we got discount for the lunch...

Phone spoilt :X cannot press the buttons.. lucky is still under warrenty.. tmr gg to send it for repair... went swimming with ade... was a bad google day.. onli swam 10 laps... -.- OMG!!! but was a relaxing day....

Tmr another day is coming... and its JOTHI's birthday!!! i am suppose to make her a card... but still haven do it!!! OMG!!! gonna spend the night.... (suppose to be done ytd... but was mahjong session :X) PEN BY WENDIBAN

I am so tired aft the tedious OT over at Samulum side...



I WANNA GO TAIWAN FOR A HOLIDAY!!! BUT I AM STUCK W/O LEAVES.... ARGH....



Shit man... there is no leave there is nth that can be done??? argh!!!



huiting is so tired... but she is still blogging!!! argh!!! dun feel like gg to work tmr!!! PEN BY WENDIBAN

惠婷真的累了。
我快崩溃了。 有谁能来救我。

我好想到海滩， 一个人静静的听着海浪的声音。
我好想让自己放个长假。 离开那个我不想呆的地方。

或许能有人陪我。只要你默默的在旁边陪我就可以了。 PEN BY WENDIBAN