Today is the last day for Dearest Siti... Kinda dun bear to see her leave.. but she is leaving for a better future... how i wish i can be like her....

Days w/o her in the company seems to be rather meaningless.. there is no one to live up the day with a loud 'good morning'...

Although i hav onli known her for barely 8 mths.. she is reali the best person which i can look for whenever i hav trouble... In the morning, it is always feeling good seeing her bringing a smile and say good morning... then lunch hours is the noisiest time where we joke and laugh.. We meet up during tea break and finish the day making noise in the bus....

I reali thank her for everything... buying lunch for us, ordering special lunch fr Mac/KFC, buying cakes for ppl on birthday and etc... it is reali hard to find such a person ard... nice ppl are always hard to find...

Even though it is nt weird to hav her nt in the office like when she is on leave.. now it is as if tt she is gg on leave like forever.. nv coming back to the company..

the feeling is jus nt right... I know that we can still meet outside the company, but everything is gg to be jus so different... Jus the feeling, dun know how to express it..

I reali want to thank her from the bottom fr my heart, but words jus cant exit fr my mouth.. tears came out instead.. I wanted to thank her for everything tt she has done and teach me. The everything that she has done for us, whether is a greeting in the morning or a smile fr her or even offer to pick me up when she receive a cal from me saying tt i miss the bus, everything is appreciated whether big or small matters.
I still rmb tt we hit off well in the beginning... i didn't know she is such a nice social person.. we started during lunch and slowly, she became a buddy tt i can go to for consulting and advising. Now tt she is no longer in the company, who can i go to? Will i no longer step into the room such tt i wont think of her during my days in tt company? somehow, it feels as if smthing is missing there... how am i gg to adapt... she jus simply became smthing of my life.. I know this is part and parcel of life... But....
It is gg to be a great torture for myself.. facing ppl who i dun want to face everyday at work.. argh!!!!
Afterall, from the bottom from my heart, i reali wish her all the best for her future and definitely she will be living better than her days over at CI... Miss you !!

Hand made a card for her.. and she reali likes it alot... it is jus smthing tt i reali wanted to make for her.. glad that she likes it :) and now i am reali rather tired...

When will it be my turn?? PEN BY WENDIBAN