wendiban

2011-05-22T20:33:00.002+08:00

Am i reali thinking too much... everything that come across, i mus think and think and think...

Can my brain jus stop thinking 1 day??? ARGH!!!!! y others can just forget things so easily?? i wonder how they do that.. ppl always tell me nt to think too much let go.. there is nth to think.. but i jus cant stop!!!! this cannot that cannot.. so wat can???

i reali hav no idea!!!!

think think think think think....

i think so much but i am still stupid!!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-05-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

Finally everything is coming to an end.. it is cooling day tmr... no more politics that u can find in the news and everywhere ard... and soon here comes the polling day :X

Still have yet make a decision on my cross to be mark in which box... hmmmm.. mayb i shall use 'mini-mani, mini-more' to determine on sat when i go into the polling area... wahahahahas :)

gonna take a gd rest now.. there are more upcoming events starting from this sat :)

2011-05-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

Today went for NSP rally... a worthy trip there hearing wat the opp party hav for the ppl and how it is gg to be done if they are selected.. they mentioned the reasons y they are worth our votes and y the PAPs are nt worth.. it reali made me giv a deep thought who reali is worth my vote.. hmmm...

anyway i still hav 6 days to make these decision :)

2011-04-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

today is a pathetic day!!! argh!!! ytd's mac spicy was so bad that i had runs in the morning :X

earli in the morning at 4 plus, my parents were quarreling.. cos i guess that dad is also having a bad stomach and he happen to knock over the medication oil when using it.... which sort of results in the whole house was the oil smell and was so hot!!!

hmmm then went to work caught in the heavy rain... and due to some probs, the samples came in late... but everything went so smoothly with old man ard :)

the 4 beauties in the lab head for our day out.... head to bugis for lunch then went praying... i actuali ask for some advise from the temple but somehow the ans given to me is sort of nt what i was asking for :X but it is smthing positive which is sort of gd :) but hopefully wat it meant in the original will come true :X

hmmm walk and walk n walk.... had KOI!!!! ok... i tink i no longer is in love with it.. cos i finished 1 medium cup and ended feel like wanna puke...

ok was a tired day out!! tmr another day out for me again :)

2011-04-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today was an eventful or sud i say info-ful day for me!!! Alot of reflecting gotta be done these few days for myself!! Argh!!!

I sort of feel that i got myself into a deep shit!! I have no idea y... i have started planning everything and thought that it will move it smoothly, but it is nt of wat i planned :X

Everything jus cork up.. i reali kinda at a lost of wat i can do.. Re-plan?? Reflect?? Re-do?? hmmm.. but at least i sud b thankful and blessed that i am surrounded by so many wonderful ppl who are willing to lend me their helping hand.. :)

Now given my current situation, i should gather all my information and my previous planning, bring it tgt and improvise to get a better outcome of my previous shit!! *cross-fingers*

Having a bad stomach now.. should nt eat mac-spicy jus now... it is reali getting the spicy-ness in my stomach :X OMG!!!

Y are there so many things happening to me now... voting, changing events... i may need a rest when time comes... some time soon.... hopefully i will get a good rest when i head back malaysia at the end of next mth!! i reali need to slow down my life a little while to give myself a little thought before i reali decide and prepare to move on..

2011-04-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

I was browsing thru something on webby... and it brought back the old huiting's memories....

I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY OLD LIFE!!!!! ARGH!!!!

2011-04-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today read smthing interesting on the papers... It is a topic abt 'Failure'. Failure is actuali made up of words of feeling as written below:

FAILURE

Frustration

Anger

Insurity

Loneliness

Uncertainty

Resentment

Envious

The cause of failure majority comes from individual's feeling.. looking at the positive side of life actuali refers to half success... The many examples given are things that happen in life.. The common example given is abt with your the other half... which i kinda tink of it might b true :) this is jus life... always stay positive on everything..

Another sentence taken from the papers:' 管理说穿了没什麽大学问，就是不断地解决问题。而要解决事情，你得先解决心情。'

*** My imagination are running v wild these few days :X Having lotsa deep dreaming anytime :X***

2011-04-24T00:08:00.003+08:00

Today is sort of an important day for me!!!

Earli in the morning, flashbacks of memories came back 1 by 1... Out of the sudden, 100plus came to my mind!!! I have no exact idea y out of so many memorable things to think of, but jus popped and it came out...

Still rmb the days when Mr Lim bought us 100plus aft certain activity during my NPCC day...

Yea.. today is the official last event that is happening in Juying for NPCC!!! Come to tink of it, I was in NPCC for 9 years in my life... yea 9 years, 5 cadet years, 4 years of CI-ship...

It is of cos hard and cant believe.. but aftall, it is the fact tt this thing is happening :X

My 5 years of suffering and enjoyment in NPCC was... smthing tt words cant describe... The tears we shed, we perspired, we had fun, we been thru all the thick and thin tgt, the training we did for school events, the push-ups we had done, no matter whether it is with my batch mates, my NCOs, my CIs, my juniors and last but nt least nt forgetting the Teachers Officers (Mr Lim, Mr Kevin Tan, Mrs Tan SW, Ms Chua n etc)... I reali had no regrets choosing NPCC as my CCA when i was in Sec 1... We use to show off to other CCA, saying that NPCC has the best teachers among all the CCAs... We are all well taken care of by the Teachers... Mr Lim's treat aft putting oil for the rifle on on of the saturdays, Mrs Tan supper every night during camp, Mr Tan's approval for letting us hav BBQ during my camp n many many more things that reali warms the heart of every cadet, and looking forward to every parade that is coming up...

My next 4 years as a CI, was been thru too with the Teacher Officers, as well as the HOs, and fellow CIs... It was another fruitful 4 years for myself being able to look at the view of the instructors.. Different but great experiences... The times that we hav to alot of planning before every parade.. Rushing down to parade every week aft lectures.. Organizing ATC/STC camps was memorable as well... Different things that i learnt benefited from all these many many events... Till as of today, still cannot kick the habit of putting my hands to the NPCC stuffs..

I was being asked, whether to continue my NPCC life... It gave me a deep thought...

My reply was, I had decided to put it away after last year's ATC/STC... It took me quite awhile to reali make this decision nt to turn back.. Afterall, to stop smthing that you hav been doing it for 9 years is somehow is hard...But i wont say that there is no chance that i will turn my head back again...

2011-03-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

This week is reali an unlucky week for me... I do not know wat reali happen but i can jus onli say that i am damn suay....

On monday, my colleagues all went MC, Urgent leave and on leave... and left me alone to work... tired is the onli thing i can say...

Then on tues, it was raining... and so the bus came late.. so actuali i wanted to get a cab down to the pick up point, but the cab dun wan to U-turn and so happen that the bus came so i jus hop onto the bus... and then i was late so i had no choice to take a cab to work... i felt so pathetic while waiting for the cab... but while waiting for the cab, actuali it so happen that 1 of my colleague's car was in front of me waiting to turn out of a carpark... i was so slow that, if i manage to get onto his car, i wont b late and too i will save 15 bucks... When i got onto a cab, the uncle was driving at a speed of 60 km/h -.- wah piang eh!!! i was nt late but with this speed no late oso cannot las....

On Wed, it was a nice weather... BUT!!!! the bus came late... so i decided to take a cab down to the company bus pick up point... so i actuali spent another 8 bucks on cab!!!

Today???? I decided to leave the hse earli and take the company bus from lakeside... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! who knows that there was an accident somewhere results in a traffic jam!!!! SML!!!! i reali hav no idea how 'lucky' i was........ in the end the company waited for me and i was sort of 'shoot' by the HR!!! -.-

So what will happen to me tmr??? i reali have no idea.... pls be kind to me god!!! it is reali suffering to hav the whole week spent like that!!!

2011-03-12T22:15:00.003+08:00

Wow... it has been so long that i last update my blog...

Sud be able to do it more often now as I GOT A NETBOOK!!! it was actuali for my convenience... my old one i will b trying to take all the documents from inside and will sell away aft it's 5 years of service...

hmmmm... throughout these few mths there many things that happen... it is gg to be 1 year since i join my current company... i reali hope to change a new environment, but chances are no where to be found... this year is suppose to b a gd year for me esp. for job wise case... so... wish me luck :)

tmr gg for a hike... loves :)

2010-12-25T15:08:00.002+08:00

First and for most, Merry Christmas to everyone :)

Was kinda bz these few days... was away to Malaysia for 4 days...

Time passes so fast tt ah ma left us for 2 yrs... everything jus poofs.... went back this time round for prayers.. doing gong tek for her.. bought her a big house... hopes that she is reali enjoying and relaxing her time at the other world.. Reali miss her alot...

the momentum of this event is kinda of weird... idk how to reali discribe it but it is jus how i feel... 3 days passes fast enuff.. and now tt it is all over... when will b the nxt time i will b gg back there?? i hav reali no idea... hopefully during CNY...

Came back on christmas eve.. mum fell sick... kinda bad this time... so she took a gd rest at home..

tmr is working day... aft such a long tedious break, i need to head back to my normal boring life...

2010-12-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day for Dearest Siti... Kinda dun bear to see her leave.. but she is leaving for a better future... how i wish i can be like her....

Days w/o her in the company seems to be rather meaningless.. there is no one to live up the day with a loud 'good morning'...

Although i hav onli known her for barely 8 mths.. she is reali the best person which i can look for whenever i hav trouble... In the morning, it is always feeling good seeing her bringing a smile and say good morning... then lunch hours is the noisiest time where we joke and laugh.. We meet up during tea break and finish the day making noise in the bus....

I reali thank her for everything... buying lunch for us, ordering special lunch fr Mac/KFC, buying cakes for ppl on birthday and etc... it is reali hard to find such a person ard... nice ppl are always hard to find...

Even though it is nt weird to hav her nt in the office like when she is on leave.. now it is as if tt she is gg on leave like forever.. nv coming back to the company..

the feeling is jus nt right... I know that we can still meet outside the company, but everything is gg to be jus so different... Jus the feeling, dun know how to express it..

I reali want to thank her from the bottom fr my heart, but words jus cant exit fr my mouth.. tears came out instead.. I wanted to thank her for everything tt she has done and teach me. The everything that she has done for us, whether is a greeting in the morning or a smile fr her or even offer to pick me up when she receive a cal from me saying tt i miss the bus, everything is appreciated whether big or small matters.
I still rmb tt we hit off well in the beginning... i didn't know she is such a nice social person.. we started during lunch and slowly, she became a buddy tt i can go to for consulting and advising. Now tt she is no longer in the company, who can i go to? Will i no longer step into the room such tt i wont think of her during my days in tt company? somehow, it feels as if smthing is missing there... how am i gg to adapt... she jus simply became smthing of my life.. I know this is part and parcel of life... But....
It is gg to be a great torture for myself.. facing ppl who i dun want to face everyday at work.. argh!!!!
Afterall, from the bottom from my heart, i reali wish her all the best for her future and definitely she will be living better than her days over at CI... Miss you !!

Hand made a card for her.. and she reali likes it alot... it is jus smthing tt i reali wanted to make for her.. glad that she likes it :) and now i am reali rather tired...

When will it be my turn??

2010-11-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

Spent my weekends over at Malaysia... attending my cousin's wedding...

Reached on Friday.. enjoyed a Karaoke night over at auntie's hse :D Got myself drunk with BEER!!! (Nv try tt cos it wasnt feeling great 8X)

Sat, woke up in the morning... contact lens broke.. (actuali i knew it, b4 leaving the hse, i was still wondering whether sud bring extra :X) spent my day with onli 1 contact lens...

It was my 1st time wearing a dress.. kinda weird.. hahahas... taking pics almost for the whole day with my phone...

Sunday, woke up in the morning, got my new hair cut :) and Singapore here i come....

Tis week was a tiring week... Due to the not enuff slp from Malaysia... But still... i still hav to go to work... received 2 shocking news within 24 hrs... Disappointed is all i can say...

Both news are actually expected news... but jus din happen this way... 1 was long time ago prediciting it... 1 is expected... both is jus predicted by myself, it is just waiting for the correct time to come into my life, tt's all...

Tmr.. gonna hav another wonderful weekend as well :) gg dinner ith Siti, Jane, Ubol, XL and Zaman :) continue by 'Harry Potter'... Woohs XD

2010-11-12T00:37:00.001+08:00

Woohs!!! aft the Deepavali long weekends holi... here comes another one for me!!! i am gg back malaysia to attend my cousin's wedding!!!

Happy holidays to Myself !!!! wahahahahas!!! but aft these long holi, gonna start to work OT to cover up all my unpaid leave!!!!

2010-11-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

I had a eventful weekend last week!!! The Yong cousins went for their 2nd official night cycling ard the East area!!!!

It was a successful one!!! Good job to the Yong cousins!! cos WE FINISHED THE 42 KM PCN ROUTE!!! (actualli more than that las)

Although everyone was damn chui the next day, everyone was satisfied!! Even me, myself was so surprise that i managed to finish :) Good Job huiting!!!

Throughout the trail it was good as we were moving at a slow and steady speed which all of us manage to maintain....

Shall we try out the next west PCN?? hahahas!!!

This time round we din manage to take a lot of pics!! but... it was reali a memorable Halloween for all of us!!!

2010-10-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

I was sick... till now have yet recover... on and off still having flu... argh!!!

Recently, hav been thinking of this issue of, DUN ASSUME!!!

Still rmb the 'YOU THINK I THOUGHT WHO CONFIRM!!' hahaha~

Always do things with cfm details and not planned alr, keep asking the IF qns!!! When all these IF qns arises, your plan will be a never ending thing.. there will be alot of things for you to do COS, aft the IFs there are still many IFs... So this is like forever... Even so, things sud not be not planned... you are nt prepared at all... So how? Onli think of the solutions when things happen?? hmmm... what if things are as bad as i can handle?? (and here comes my What IF~)

hmmmm... upcoming events will be still OT!!! and Jothi's farewell and cousins' night cycling again!!! (still not sure whether i can make it for the outing when the OT are so irregular nowadays!!!) Just cross my fingers.. (although i no it make no use as the previous round, i tried crossing my fingers to ensure that i am able to attend the badminton session with my colleagues... but i still hav to sty for OT!!!) argh!!!

Anw... some enlightment.... This month, ah long said 'Luv you' to me and this is not the most interesting part...

The MOST INTERESTING part is that..... KENNEATH YONG WX SAID 'IMY' TO ME!!!!

ah long's 'luv you' onli enlighten 1 of my day, but wx''s 'IMY' still enlightening my day till as of today!!! Wwahahaha!!! :)

2010-10-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

Tonite was a wonderful nite for me... Went for Nic's 21st birthday dinner at Mount Faber-The Jewel Box.. It was a nice
Place there... You are able to view the nice scenery and to my suprise that in front if where I was sitting I am able to c Jurong Island...

Due to phone send to repair, and there is no cam, I shall save the wonderful scenery that i hav seen in my memory..

Anw the dinner was nice I reali enjoyed my dinner.. All thanx to Nic:)

2010-09-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

Saturday was a session with Jane and Siti at Swensens.... The 3 of us had earthquake... not regular one... is a giant one... YES!!! the 3 of us finished the giant earthquake....

went home... wanted to watch the on9 shows but of no interest at all... did nth...

Sunday, no work... was so weird... (mayb hav been doing OT too much, it feels like a habit alr) suppose to go on a cycling exercise but was too tired.... Ordered Mac Breakfast :) woohs!!!

Cos i missed it on Fri... (pay day everyone wans gd food, ended no Mac still cos Mac system down...)

Sunday did nth at home....

Monday, the beginning of another week... Sian!!!! Followed by tues and wed....

Today ordered Mac again :) to prevent anything from happening, beloved Siti ordered earli... ended, we onli manage to hav our lunch aft 1... Was super hungry las... the service was v bad.... they claim that the deliveryman lost his way... but there was no informing.... make us wait for like 2 hrs.. der... when the deliveryman arrived, he look so innocent... felt so guilty for the complain... but if pity him, den make us wait for 2 hrs... how can?? so Siti use her powerful 'gun' shoot shoot shoot... we got discount for the lunch...

Phone spoilt :X cannot press the buttons.. lucky is still under warrenty.. tmr gg to send it for repair... went swimming with ade... was a bad google day.. onli swam 10 laps... -.- OMG!!! but was a relaxing day....

Tmr another day is coming... and its JOTHI's birthday!!! i am suppose to make her a card... but still haven do it!!! OMG!!! gonna spend the night.... (suppose to be done ytd... but was mahjong session :X)

2010-09-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

I am so tired aft the tedious OT over at Samulum side...

I WANNA GO TAIWAN FOR A HOLIDAY!!! BUT I AM STUCK W/O LEAVES.... ARGH....

Shit man... there is no leave there is nth that can be done??? argh!!!

huiting is so tired... but she is still blogging!!! argh!!! dun feel like gg to work tmr!!!

2010-09-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

惠婷真的累了。
我快崩溃了。有谁能来救我。

我好想到海滩，一个人静静的听着海浪的声音。
我好想让自己放个长假。离开那个我不想呆的地方。

或许能有人陪我。只要你默默的在旁边陪我就可以了。

2010-09-10T10:58:00.004+08:00

Hahass... this packet of sweet finaly gets its opening ceremony on the 8/9/2010... it was kept from ATC/STC 2010 till now... for 1 mth i hav kept it :)

nth much these few days.. was damn looking forward to this holiday... Woohs and finally it's here.. I went for a swim ytd with cousins. struggled to finish the usual 20 laps within 40 mins.. (mayb too long nv go to pool :X)... was a tong xiao mahjong for us... mum and sis gg back malaysia in the morning..

waiting for evening to come.. gg to Siti's hse today :) gonna hav lots of fun there... cant wait... Woohs.. sad tmr hav to work :(

Last but not least,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS :)

Gathering with the Deltarians :)

2010-09-06T20:06:00.004+08:00

Saturday seems to be the beginning of the normal huiting's life.. OMG!!! In the moning, as usual, is working day... it was quite a chaotic morning due to the closure of MRT tracks over at the JE and Clementi station..

After work, went to pick up something from Amirah and head my way to CCK... Suppose to meet up Deltarians but due to some of them could not make it it was cancelled... i carried on my day over at CCK with Mahjong.. Just then, Deltarians decided to meet up because of our dearest SOTONG!!! hahahas

Headed to meet them 2200 hrs at Orchard.. Woohs late but i like it!!! We were at Ion's starbucks den switch to Mac at Shaw.. and Finally to Marina Barriage :)

Gathering with Deltarians was wonderful.. and the topic that is nv missing is SOTONG!!! hahahas :)

Queen of Delta : Sotong :)

Did some catching up till 5 in the morning.. and thanks to our Camera-man Mr Victor for sending all of us home...

I really had a great time jus sitting down and chit chatting with the Deltarians :) More photos the next time yar...

2010-09-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

My life jus suck to the max today...

Dun noe wat the hell happen... I jus felt speechless tonight..

God damn shit life...

2010-09-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

Today is a relaxing and boring day... Everything was done fast and there was nth left to be done.... hmmm....

These few days hav been eating alot of chicken till it is so sick and tired... dun like the feeling at all :X

everyday to me is tiring day.. dun noe y :X this weekend gonna be off :) dun noe wat to do ?? hmmm...

Today is Teachers' Day!!! Wishing all teachers a Happy Teachers' Day :)

2010-08-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

Today was so unlucky.. my slippers spoilt when i reached checkpoint.. OMG!!! hahahas... in the end my journey from checkpoint to company was singled bare-footed :X Lucky i hav got a pair over at workplace or not i hav no idea how am i gg to reach home =.=

haiz!!! today at work is the same old me... nagging nagging and saying unhappy things....

Things happen... seems to be a good news.. but in fact if you think of it at another angle, you will know that it is a return favor where by you hav to repay.. you may think that i think too much.. but it may b true when you are living.. this is jus how the world is like...

Haiz!! you nv know what is gg to happen the next moment..

Huiting hav yet exercise this week... i wanna go swimming!!! swim swim swim :)

2010-08-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today is a total bullshit day... IF YOU CANT FULFILL THE THINGS THAT YOU PROMISE.. THEN DUN PROMISE!!! IT JUST PUTS YOUR STATUS EVEN FURHTER.... IS JUS A TOTAL BULLSHIT!!! ONLY KNOW HOW TO TALK BIG.. SAYING TILL AS IF YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING.. BUT HAV YOU EVER THOUGHT OF OTHERS??

SHIT YOU TO THE MAX TILL MAX!!! NV TRY TO PROVOKE ME OR IT WILL BE NEVER ENDING WITH ME... YOU JUS TRY!!!!

Today went movie again with Jane and with Jothi this time round... went to watch 'Step Up 3' nice show!!! so wat is nxt!!!

HUITING WANS HER LIFE BACK TO NORMAL!!! SHE HATES HER LIFE NOW!!!! ARGH!!!

2010-08-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

Last nite onli went to bed close to 2... and i am working OT like today... sure damn tired :X

but today was still fine... work wasnt tt smooth today... GC is nt working, and the incoming NaOH which my supervisor asked me to do was like not here.. ( i tink is that his instructions was not that clear)... watever it is, i manage to finish doing up all the things that i am suppose to do.. and i took a short nap... Yes... sleeping during working hours... that is how sundays is like... tt is y i like working on sundays :)

after work, went to 7th uncle's hse... seven mth praying :) finally met up with cousins.. it is like so long nv meet up with them... i missed out the last meeting with them, cos that time i jus came back from camp, was too tired to make my way there.. so i missed it... anw, today was basketball session with cousins.. was fun... this week's exercise was cleared with basketball... hope that next week can go swimming.. it is like so long that i hav been to the pool due to YOG!!!

Swim Swim Swim...... Huiting mus go swimming this week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

hmmmm... life is so bored... have been home alone... doin nth... watch drama on9 den play game den... bo liao!!!

Today something same happen again... last minute OT!!! WTH can.. it is always happening.. when is this kind of life gg to stop!!!!

Aftnn went AAR!!! same as the past, attendance was bad... but the AAR went quite smoothly as quite a few things was discussed :) and too i benefited in this AAR!!! the improvement will create the next version of the previous... something which i din think of... mayb due to some reasons i was kinda of particular abt this, but aft hearing from OC of PSS, i think is kinda true... the orginal copy was created from scratched, then from den, improvement is done (mistakes taken out and new ideas injected in)... then version 2 is out... things improve till the best it can come out of it...

Think afterall, AAR was still not that bad... I tink is the 1st AAR which i benefited something from it...

and i tink today i spoke too much rubbish!! i jus hav no idea wat happen to me!!! huiting is no longer the huiting that i hav known!!!! :X

hmmm... tmr another day at work... now my life revolves ard work and home :X so bored...

I NEED A BETTER LIFE!!!
HUITING NEEDS A BETTER LIFE!!!
WENDIBAN NEEDS A BETTER LIFE!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

One by one, everyone is asked to go and drink coffee...

Is it all becos of me?
Did I started everything??
Am I a troublemaker???

I reali hav no idea.. this realistic world is getting more and more scary.. It is till the stage where by i hav no idea wat am i doin and who the hell am i...

The arrows are jus shooting jus to fast and i am trying my best to avoid whenever i can.. i am not a person who will get bullied.. even if i get bullied and i cannot settled it myself, i will find my own army... but this time round, it is jus to scary, the enemy army is somehow stronger than i thought.. the only way to to win the fight is to hav the confidence and to be determine of your stand.. This is the way to win...

Lucky enough years back when i became a CI, YC taught me smthing that is to 'cover your own backside'... and i hav been practising this for all these years.. and it jus saves me somehow for a few times alr..

I can only say, things that was taught are nv to be forgotten esp. lessons from life... some day it will come into good use and will save you from getting all the taiji that others is trying to pass it to you...

More OT to come next month.. i wonder when it is gg to stop... i reali cant stand it anymore... Others may think that, OT good wat, hav money... I know.. i oso dun mind OT.. but this time round, the OT is simply jus too much that i tink you might not even want it...

This month i hav yet gone to shopping :X my off day hav use it for NPCC and resting at home... i only got 2 off days this month... can you imagine??? 2 days out of the 31 days in the month?? you wan tis kind of job???

how i wish i can get a better job...

Reviewing time... Sat is the AAR for ATC/STC.... time to do some reviews... Even though i hav been working on my own reflections for the camp, i dun tink it will be of any help... 2 days of reviewing for the camp :X haiz!!!!

2010-08-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

Wendiban is getting bz every week... there are activities coming up.... woah!!!

wahaha!!! i like it when i am bz with stuffs that i like doing with.. no matter how much things that i need to sacrifice!!!

no movies this week?? me and jane wanted to watch something out of nth.. but the timings for the few movies is realli cannot make it!!! =.=

2010-08-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

Today is my Mum's birthday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday MUM :)

For mum's celebration, we went all the way to Joo Chiat to hav dinner... YES!!! from West to East jus to take dinner...hahas... nice is nice, but service a little bad... anw wont always go there cos so far!!! hahahas!!!

Had Ice-cream cake for mum's birthday!!! And I realise i din get anything for mum!!! :X mayb giv her money?? i dun know :X was just too busy to do shopping this week...

my activity is like forever never ending.. need to meet up with sakinah and amirah, deltarians... ATC/STC aar, family gathering, CIs and etc.....

And finally, this Sun, I CAN GET MY REST :)

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Anw, this week is just not my week... after Saturday issue with my supervisor, came monday with a damn ridiculous thing happen... plus plus... the whole week at Samulun,

I WAS ASKED TO WORK OT TILL 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone was like, 'wow, u are gg to be rich' Rich??? hahahas!!! I wonder, How rich??

After staying for 3 days OT, today i requested to have my off for OT!! So ytd, i reminded my supervisor that some1 mus replace me today!!! all of my colleagues could not make it, so my supervisor, was 'kind' enough to work OT.

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE TOOK MC TODAY!!! AND CLAIM THAT HE IS REALLY SICK THAT HE CANT WORK!!!!! WTF CAN!!! SHIT HIM TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CURSE AND SWEAR AT HIM!!! I TOLD MYSELF, IF EVER HE IS ASKING ME TO WORK OT!!!! I WILL NV EVER GG TO HELP HIM AT ALL!!! SHIT HIM TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I CFM WILL NOT APPROACH HIM TOK TO HIM EVER UNLESS UNDER CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES.....

2010-08-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today is jus not my day....

I WAS ONLY TOLD TO STAY OVERTIME AT 1700 HRS, WHEN MY WORK SUPPOSE TO FINISH AT 1700 HRS...... WTH IS THIS!!!!

THIS IS JUS DAMN RIDICULOUS!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS... EVEN IF IT IS LAST MINUTE, I THINK THAT THERE IS A NEED TO AT LEAST INFORM ME THAT I HAVE TO COMPLETE IT BEFORE LEAVING!!!

NOT KNOWING WHETHER I NEED TO STAY BACK, W/O TELLING ME... AND I ONLY GET TO KNOW IT FROM OTHER PPL'S MOUTH, AFT CLARIFYING WITH YOU, YOU TELL ME THAT STILL NOT CFM??? WTF!!!!

YOU HAVE MESS WITH THE WRONG PERSON!!!! MESSING WITH ME IS LIKE DIGGING YOUR OWN GRAVE!!!

I KNOW MY OWN CHARACTER AND MY ATTITUDE!!! SO MANY YEARS WORKING WITH SO MANY PPL... I HAVE MET SO MANY KINDS OF PPL!!! WILL I LOSE???

I CAN ONLY SAY THAT YOU BELONG TO THE 'PEOPLE WHO I CANT WORK WITH' CATAGORY!!!

IT IS NOT WORTH FOR MY SACRIFICE!!! IF YOU DO NOT WANT OTHERS TO TREAT YOU THIS WAY, NV TREAT OTHERS THAT WAY!!! PUT YOURSELF INTO OTHERS SHOES!!! YOU HAVE TO EARN YOUR OWN RESPECT!!! YOU WANT OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU, YOU HAVE TO FIRST RESPECT THEM!!!

恶人同事实在太多，忙于工作之时，不要忘了提防他们，否则吃闷亏的是自己！！！！

2010-08-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO VENT MY ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

SHIT IT MAN!!! SHIT IT TO MY LIFE SHIT TO EVERYTHING!!!! JUST WHAT THE SHIT AM I FACING!!!!

It is jus not my day today!!!

I just cant stand it anymore... How can i leave this shit place... argh!! my regrets!!! my stupidity.. my no choice.. my everything!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish that there is someone that i can lend a shoulder to cry on, a pair of ears that can listen to all my unhappiness.. my everything... HOW I WISH!!!!

But savior 'Salt' saves the day :) Nice show.. mus watch... think there sud b a part 2 coming out :)

2010-08-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

It took me so long and now that i finally decide that i shall hav 1 fb acc....

cos i realise that, w/o fb, it is like drawing a line between you and the world... alot of things that ppl are toking abt you dun reali understand it at all... OMG!!!!

hahahas... recently hav read an article on the papers saying :

如果希望自己的人生能不断成长，尝试带着一颗孩童的好奇心看待生活，你会发现，人生不但不会乏味，而且处处都有巧妙的地方。

Ytd my horoscope too tell me to keep my happy memories behind and look towards the future :)

And i tink i reali sud move on and look for smthing else... :)

Have went to watch 'Inception' like finally... hahahas... tmr gonna watch 'Salt' and nxt week planning to watch 'Love in Disguise'.... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I hav been spending all my money to movie watching... I realised, in the month of July, I have been watching 3 movies a week... that is like super crazy las....

Huiting hav to stop her movie-thon.... argh!!! but these shows jus temp her to watch them!!!!! hope that this month will be lesser... :X (including the nxt 2 tt i am gg to watch, i have watched 4 movies in 2 weeks :X)

2010-08-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

It seems to be smthing missing... i cant believe that it jus happen and past by so fast.... good things nvlast long... that is y i treasure the everything that i find it worth treasuring...

Went back to jork as usual.. Just dun like the feeling....

I WANNA GO BACK TO CAMP!!!!!!!!! :X

hmmmmm..... I dun noe... will i be able to let go....

Out of a sudden, i felt that the thing that is always motivating me is missing out of my life... it made me hav the urge to carry on with my studies such that i can go back.... argh!!! jus not the feeling.... what should i do??????????

Went jogging with dad today!!! cant swim so went jogging... exercise a little bit and.... mayb shall do more this week... :)

hahahas!!! jia yous wendiban!!! jia yous huiting!!!!

2010-08-09T13:02:00.002+08:00

Finally... Everything is over.... Woohs... Felt so light and something seems to be missing...

Just hav no idea why :) anyway this camp seems to be the last one of the last... when will i ever gonna go for another camp? i dun reali hav an idea... Letting go of smthing that i hav been doing for the past 9 years is smthing hard... I think is time that i can slow down my commitment towards it... anw my parents all along thinks that i sud not be wasting so much time on smthing that it wont bring me gd to my future..

there are some who jus left without anything, there are too ppl who continued staying... so which of it do i belong to?? shall wait and see :)

Jus so tired aft the camp.. went to slp in the afternn ytd, and only manage to wake up tis morning at 10... really had a gd rest aft the 3 tiring days over at camp... now is my reflection time :) last reflection from atc/stc?? hahahahas :)

2010-08-08T17:04:00.003+08:00

Finally i am back from ATC/STC... a tired and a boring camp.. Many interesting things happening throught the camp... hmmm too tired alr update again

2010-08-04T01:43:00.002+08:00

Huiting not in the correct mood today.......

everything jus sank to the bottom... hav no idea.... jus nt correct....

Tmr catching movie with parents again.. watching 'After shock'

2010-08-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today was a bad day for me... In the morning, was reprimanded by my supervisor for not re-doing the test when the results is not in the range. Although I tried explaining, he still tink that it was my fault.. Speechless....

Ended up, there was something wrong with the machine results in the bad results tested... -.- damn unlucky....

Then in the afternoon, I was treated as transparent...what the shit can...

In the evening, due to the machine, need to do OT... As I needed to be in unit to settle some stuffs therefore cant stay... jus merely saying that I cant stay for OT, the reply I get was, YOU EVERYTIME ALSO CANNOT..... WTF CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOES IT MEANS THAT FOR THE PREVIOUS 3 MONTHS, I HAVE NOT BEEN WORKING OT???? WHAT THE SHIT REPLY ARE YOU TRYING TO GIV ME... IS THIS SOMETHING THAT SUD COME OUT OF THE SUPERVISOR'S MOUTH??? YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE ONE!!!!!!!!!! THIS JUS SPOILS UR IMAGE EVEN WORST... I AM NOT GG TO GIV A DAMN ABT IT!!!!

WHAT GUILT, WHAT INTEGRITY... IT IS JUS WORTHLESS THING HERE.....

2010-08-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

For the past 2 days, have been having family dinner out :) hahahahas... Jus becos of mum

On saturday, there was no dinner, and after meeting, no dinner appointment went home and mum said that there is no food so ask me to cook maggie. Being lazy, decided not to eat... SO,

MUM: Wait till if tonite's 4D I strike I treat you dinner at JP
ME: OK :) Including iBet $3??
MUM: No la!! Top 3 prize..
ME: Ok :)

And jus aft the above conversation, Mum reali won 1st prize iBet... hahahahas... I was laughing like hell... such coincidence.... So we ended up at Adam Road for dinner :)

Today, aft work, mum called me and said that she din cook anything and say that if she strike 4D then treat me dinner... I said ok and went home... Eagerly waiting for the results.... and she won again.... consolation.... hahahahahahahahas... OMG!!!

Lucky her... with me.. * I make fun of my mum saying that everytime when there is 4D then she just tell me that if she win money den she will treat me dinner.. den sure he win money... hahahahas :)

2010-08-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

It is getting v different nowadays.. It is nv the same... Times change, People Change...

After much thinking, I was hit by what I mentioned during the meeting... and Finally decide to agree... I noe is something stupid where by I have been determined for so long and jus becos of smthing make me change my decision... How dumb am I :X

Mayb this is the time that I put this to the end.. Or sud I say, is time for me to move on and nt stopping at this particular spot... Age increases... So can i let go this time??

2010-07-27T00:00:00.005+08:00

Today was such as 'unlucky' day :X..... Earli the morning there was a downpour.... went out of the house to work.... der... when I reach the Pioneer, it was 0739, so I knew that i missed the 38 train.. then i saw Jane :)

But i was shocked when i saw that the waiting time for the train was 6 mins... i was like wat the hell can :X der sure LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah mei still msg me to say that i missed my 42 train :X =.=

And sure enuff.... we both missed the company bus.... and lucky enuff... we saw seok chin in the same train.... hahahahas.... we decided to take a cabby down... but den..... there is alot of ppl waiting for the cab.... OMG!!! then we only reach company at 9.... WE ARE LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahas :)

Aft work went straight to unit to take a look.... hmmm was kinda of rushy as I am meeting my parents to catch a 1915 movie.... 'Old Cow and Tender Grass' woooohhhh... real nice show to watch... laugh out loud for almost thru out the movie :) worth watching furthermore it is a monday blue for me :)

hmmmm 1st outing with myself and my parents :) now still on the phone with YM and CH :X listen to them toking....

2010-07-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

Sian... tmr hav to work... so means that cant join the rest to go to recce.... hahahas... gg to samulun for half day... but anw hope that there is nt alot of things to do :X hmmmm... Din meet up with amirah and sakinah today cos sakinah nt free.. so nxt week den :X OMG!!! there is so many events gg on nxt week i tink?? work hav auditing, den wanna go movies with family and jane... den monday i think there is NPCC, so might be dropping by to take a look... hmm nt sure of nxt week plan either :X

have recently be in love with this song sang by JJ :) Jazz... cool :)
* hav been listening to it for 2 days liao... and still cant get the melody correct:(

2010-07-22T23:39:00.003+08:00

Finally!!!! The lazy girl went swimming today!!!! woohs!!! finished 20 laps easily... but ended up having a ache in the back shoulder.... It was mentioned by my cousin....

today at work breath too much chlorine gas... OMG!!! hahahas... got use to it... whole day at work jus 'playing' with Chlorine!!! hahahas... Onli 3 ppl in the lab, I went out to plant to 'play' den left the other 2 work in the lab like so busy... hahahas....

now still in a conversation toking abt camp.... hahahas....

AND!!!!!!!!!! AND I STILL CANT FIND MY THUMBDRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

Huiting is so lazy.... she haven been exercising for the past 1 mth....... arh!!!!!!!!

Lazy lazy lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh.... tired tired tired.. was so slpy at work.... hahahas.....

nth much interesting happen today....except for 1... saw an article saying abt the YOG song by JJ... was said to be a song instead of a cheer...but i tink that the song sang by JJ was ok... as it is smthing that was done by many ppl... the cheer done by him nt say nt nice.. but as compared to JJ's, I tink it is less lively...

hmmmm hope and pray for a better tmr :)

2010-07-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

Was thinking of my thumbdrive the whole night ytd... Din reali sleep welll.... still din manage to find my thumbdrive.... :(

Was kinda of tired during working hours today :X in the evening went to watch 'Despicable Me'.. WOohs.. reali mus say a nice show that is worth watching... Laughter almost for the show.. but nt thru out las... Nice...

Upcoming still wanna go watch other shows that i wanna watch... OMG!!!!

Today i found a partner to go jogging and swimming with me... JANE!!!!!!!!!!! hahahas.... lalalalalala...

Still settling some STC stuffs for Wai and Tng.... haiz!!!!

THUMBDRIVE WHERE ARE YOU?????????????????????????

2010-07-19T22:17:00.005+08:00

1 good news and 1 bad....

The good news is that Jane is gg to accompany me watch ' Despicable Me' tmr evening... yeahs!!!! I cant wait for tmr to come :X

And the bad news is that i misplaced my thumbdrive and now i could not find it... OH NO!!! how am i gg to survive w/o it... i try searching everywhere that is highly possible of its hiding place... but i still cant find it... hopefully that it will pop out by itself these few days... *crossed fingers*

Wendiban is trying to re-scheduled her everything.. as there are events clashing here and there... there is no time for her to squeeze in everything that is upcoming... she cant divide her body into half and attend 2 events at the same time.. so planning is needed and sacrifising tooo..... OMG!!!

Why are all these events coming to her all together... argh!!!! My weekends' life seems to be in a mess!!! Everything is all messed up..... An organised person can also be messy at times!!!

My favourite part.... 'Does this count as annoying? Bloh bloh bloh bloh bloh bloh bloh.' hahahahas.....

2010-07-18T09:25:00.003+08:00

Busy busy busy.... jus llike a bumblebee.... Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

I want to watch the following movies............

Wooh.... But wonder when can i watch :X

2010-07-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

我只能说今日不同往日。美好的回忆中不能重来，所以才叫回忆。

如今的我是还活在不能重来的回忆里，还是现实生活中？

huiting is so lazy... she has nt been to the pool for 3 weeks... OMG!!!! Reali die die oso hav to go swimming next week... :X hopefully...

Scheduled have all been booked and packed till National Day!!! oh no!!!

there is so many shows that i wanted to watch.... Huiting reali have been watching a lot of movies since dun noe wen.... spend money here and there... OMG!!! hav to save some money alr... spending and spending jus doin some shopping and my money jus gone like that.....

whew!!!

2010-07-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

超人不会飞
媽媽說很多事別太計較
只是使命感找到了我我睡不著
如果說罵人要有點技巧
我會加點旋律你會覺得超屌

我的槍不會裝彈藥
所以放心不會有人倒
我拍青蜂俠不需要替身
因為自信是我繪畫的顏料

我做很多事背後的意義遠比你們想像
拍個電視剧為了友情與十年前的夢想
收視率再高也難抗衡我的偉大理想
因為我的人生無需再多一筆那獎項
我不知道何時變成了社会的那榜樣
被狗仔拍不能比中指要大器的模樣　怎樣

我唱的歌詞要有點文化因為隨時會被當教材
CNN 能不能等英文好一點再訪時代雜誌封面能不能重拍
隨時隨地注意形象
要控制飲食不然就跟杜莎夫人蠟像的我不像
好萊塢的中國戲院地上有很多手印腳印何時才能看見我的掌

如果超人會飛那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒
因為超人不能流眼淚

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍電影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不參加頒獎典禮就是沒禮貌
你去參加就是代表你很在乎

得獎時你感動落淚
人家就會覺得你誇張做作
你沒表情別人就會說太囂張
如果你天生這个表情
那些人甚至會怪你媽媽

結果最後是別人在得獎
你也要給予充分的掌聲與微笑
開的車不能太好
住的樓不能太高
我到底是一個創作歌手還是好人好事代表

專輯一出就必須是冠軍
拍了電影就必須要大賣
只能說當超人真的好難

如果超人會飛那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒
因為超人不能流眼淚

2010-07-04T09:13:00.002+08:00

惠婷累了。。。

我真的很累了。。。每天不停的工作要有一天休息的时间都很难。。为何我那么的辛苦呢？虽让做工也能得到钱但开心不是最重要的吗？可是又想问，没有钱会快乐吗？我不知道。。

就连爸爸都发现到我加班的次数都增加了很多，难道你没发现吗？我的三个月试用期都还没满，加班的次数已使我无法接受的，我还能继续吗？三个月也快满了，我就要变成了正式的员工，我要现在返回吗？就在这个时候离开还是继续留下去？我真的不知道。。。

又没有人能帮帮我？

2010-06-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

These few days have been such wonderful.... Sunday, went trekking cum Sentosa wif cousins.. Reali had great fun there... enjoyed, and got sunburn as well... hahahas...

Then met up wif weiwei on wed... as i took leave on thurs as i am gg for an interview on the nxt day.. It pissed me off as it took me years to apply that stupid leave... anyway, i like the feeling of not gg to work on weekdays... :) Chatted with weiwei for the long 8 hours as we have yet met up like for 1 year... and i onli managed to get home to rest at 2 am in the morning... hahahas....

Today met up with Frances, went to watch " The Karate kid'. Nice movie... worth my 2 hrs... i can say.... it is the 1st time that i sat in the 1st row in the cinema had a hard time watching but at least the movie is nice enuff that it did not pissed me off... hahas... tmr working day for me again... and joining my colleagues for bowling session... woohs... huiting's life is so happening....

Another thing is that i read something interesting on the papers the other day.. it actually made me feel like sharing...

A professor held up a glass of water and asked his class: 'How much do you think this weighs?' A handful of his students gave different answers.

He continued: 'What would happen if I hold it up for a few mintues?'
'Nothing,' the students said.
Prof: 'Now, what if I held it up for an hour?'
Students: 'Your arm would ache'
Prof: 'What happen if I held it up for a day?'

His students replied laughingly: 'Your arm will go numb. you may have severe muscle stress and paralysis, and you may have to go to the hospital.'

The professor then asked: ' During all this, did the weight of the glass change?'
'No,' came the answer
He asked: 'What should I do to stop the muscle pain?'
A student replied: 'Put down the glass.'

This story illustrates a simple truth about handling problems. Think about them for more than a few minutes and your head beings to ache. Hold those thoughts even longer and they will begin to paralyse you. While it is important to think through your problems, it is even more important to put them down at the end of the day.

Quoted from motivational coach Anthony Robbins:
'Here's a two-step formular for handling stress.
Step 1- Don't sweat the small stuff.
Step 2- Remember, it's all small stuff'

2010-06-04T19:12:00.002+08:00

Really cant understand things.. sometimes i am telling myself, welcome to this realistic world woman...

this world that i am living now is full of nonsense... things that really cannot be imagine... ppl living ard me is like, there are nice ones and those not so good ones... with one eye you can see the character of this person.. mayb beoc si hav seen too many ppl till my life now.. that is y it is so easy for me?? hahahas...

it is reali hard to explain here.. hmmm.. mayb someday...someday.. let everything explain by itself :)

tmr doing overtime.... =.= BUT I AM GG OUT WITH COUSINS ON SUNDAY :) WOOOOHS!!!! CANT WAIT FOR SUN TO COME.....

2010-05-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today was a bad day for me... how bad was my bad day???

jus today made me realise that the place which i tink that is nice turns into a place which i think that i wont be able to stay any longer.... jus like a heaven turns into the hell...

it jus makes me understand that how others describe this plesant place into a horrible place... i reali hav nth to say.. it jus left a bad impression in me of that wonderful place which i once tink....

i reali hav no idea how long do i hav to stay in this place and fit into a better place which makes me comfortable...

today is jus the start of the week... and there is still like the rest of the week to go on... how long will i be able to hold?? i reali hav no idea...

how i wish....

2010-05-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

met up wif frances for dinner today... had a wonderful time with her :)

enjoyed myself :)

thanks friend... wif lots of love

2010-05-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY TO THIS BELOVED BLOG :)

hahahas... tis marks a year older to myself :X

today almost late for work... luckily on time hahahas :)

anw... work and nth special today happen....

Thank yous to all who send me their wishes.... family, cousins and friends :)

2010-05-11T19:49:00.002+08:00

went to a new working environment today.. a reali nice place to work at... a quiet place... a place that i can work alone... the only bad thing is that i miss the peopls over at sakra... hahas... over at the new place, there is no one that i can tok wif... OMG!!! hahahas...

anw... enjoyed my weekends... had nice dinners on both nights... !! gg to get even fatter....hahahas... nxt mth meeting up wif cousins again :) woohs...

anw today received a damn ridiculars msg from a dun noe how to describe... claiming that someone that we noe is a gay... he was like wth la... shit him las... telling me all thsi for wat.. i am not interested at all... and i damn pity the guy... cos he is facing him almost everyday.. how can he stand him?? OMG!!! luckily i hav alr escape from this stupid man... and i reali hav no idea wat is the purpose is doin tt.. he is jus damn shit...

2010-05-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

these few days without internet... finally there is internet... hahahas.. :)

hav been with CI for a mth alr.. there is alot of things that i hav discover... the more things that i find out the longer i stay... the more regrets i hav.... the more i am praying for another offer... the more i wann leave even w/o a offer.... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

tmr a meeting with the CIs..... another chit chatting session wif all of them :) hahahas

so long hav nt been dealing with NPCC!!!!

how i wish... anyway, was back to work for videoezy last weekend... miss those days... hahahas... there are so many things happening in my life that is so hard to fill it up wif words :)

pray hard :X

2010-04-07T21:13:00.003+08:00

这样又度过了一天。时间越久，认识的人越多，友情慢慢的蔓延开来。这该如何是好？明天又是新的一天。。。

我又会遇见什么人？明天又会发生什么事？谁能告诉我？

2010-04-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

若如果很快就会离开，那就最好不要有太多感情，避免未来难分难舍。

过了开心的一天，明天会有如何？？

2010-04-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

今天是我上班的第一天，让我感受到繁忙的早晨，人们为生活而在奔跑着。很快的，这样繁忙的早晨一转眼就过了。大家都到了工作岗位，开始新的一天。到了中午，吃饭的时间到了，忙了一个早上的人们就聚在休息的地方，边吃午餐边和同事们聊天。午餐后，大家又回到工作岗位继续着早上未完成的工作。大家忙到下班的时间，打了卡在外头等着巴士。上了巴士，就是回家的时候了。和早晨一样的繁忙，大家都赶着回家和家人吃完饭。这样的一天就过了。大家的每一天都是这样的吗？我也不知道。今天只不过是我的第一天，将来还有更多更多我会遇见的未来。我的生活也会是这样的吗？我也不知道。

今天所有的一切让我不知所措。在我无法考虑的时候，我只好到泳池里冷静地想想该怎么办才好。到现在我也不知该怎么选。我也只不过想找一份能让我做得开心的工作而已，难道这有何么难吗？现在的社会让我越来越搞不懂。

希望明天会更好吧 :) 加油

2010-04-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

after leaving Videoezy, i hav been slacking and blah blah blah... having fun... went to chalet den many things... went out with sakinah and amirah... den jus went for qing ming on good friday... thoning at wx'a place by playing mahjong... and the nxt day damn chui.... hahahas :) and dad was on tv news... toking abt the qing ming jie ppl not using the provided containers... hahahas... all of them is like very gan jiong to c all of them on tv... mountain tortoise like tt... sat and sun stayed at home do nth... AND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, tmr is gg to be my first day of official work... OMG!!! Damn nervous.. not sure who will i meet tmr... what my workplace look like tmr... what will happen at the new place... i reali am dun noe wat to do :X

wish me all the best :)

My last day at Videoezy :)

2010-03-26T02:07:00.019+08:00

Today is my last day at Videoezy :) Super happy.. cos there is gg to be a long break b4 the actual start of the work.... It was reali an enjoyable day for me today :) Although it took me a quite some time in uploading the photos, but i think is worth :)

Today, Steven the deliveryman came... and i took pic with him... i hav known him since i joined Videoezy when i was at Jelita :0

After that in the evening, Amirah came :) and we started the cam session... while waiting for Sakinah to join us....

It was so tiring today... i helped out with the contractor in moving the stocks from the shop to the waiting area and to the lorry... seems that my 20 laps hav been settled today... hahahas :X

Finally... Sakinah came in the evening joining us with the cam session.. it was a total fun :)

The 3 muskerteers :)

Pity Amirah still working after the working hours... as we alr dismantle the desktop and stuffs, there is no transactions that can be done.. therefore we hav to do things manually :X

This is the shop aft the shelves is dismantle and things are lying on the floor...

This is when Amirah's engine started :X

A candid shot of myself taking a pic of myself staring at the 'Hello' Poster :X

The 'Hello' poster was done by amirah... she is really good at drawing :)

Me trying to be hardworking... vacuuming the floor on my last day of work...

The contractors who were the most hardworking person on the day... see how wet the uncle's shirt is...

Trying to act working... when there is nth for us to work :X

Finally... the 'barbie' came to join the mustkerteers :) hahahahahahahas :)

Such an unglam pose of mine :X

Trying out the jump shots :)

Finally...

While waiting for the lady boss who was bz on the phone, we were playing with the things that we hav in the shop which are left behind...

We even cant miss out the mirror that was hanging quietly at the corner of the shop :)

A present by Perlin :)

The master computer... which has the most important data of videoezy KAP....

The party room... which heard that it will be gone soon in May :X

A dead moth found :)

Due to lights, we had a hardtime taking this photo..

The busy lady still bz toking on her phone when her staffs are in the shop taking photos like nobodies business :X

Tmr onwards, shop will be operating fr 1500 hrs to 2100 hrs...

We are moving :)

Finally the group pic :)

We went to RV... for dinner and went to take a look at the RV outlet there... it is like super damn big can.... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! had fun there...

The lady boss... she said that she nv take pics b4... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our dinner was a enjoyable one :) realli had lots of fun chatting over toking abt what different kinds of customers that we actually encounter during the times wif Videoezy :) was reali funa nd enjoyable :)

2010-03-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

Finally... today is the last day at Videoezy :) Doin my last shift here...

Since morning it has been so lucky for me... i came out of the hse a little late... but i manage to board an earli bus and train.. reach clementi, manage to catch a bus reaching KAP on time... Today is definitely a lucky day :)

now i am enjoying JJ's 2006 concert in the shop... playing the 2nd time alr.. the rest that i brought was VCD!!!! cant play :X sian... hahahas.....

cant wait for later when Amirah and Sakinah are here.... cant wait for tmr to come :X woohs :)

2010-03-25T02:44:00.011+08:00

Today went to work.. Once again, took a cab from clementi... For dun noe the how many times i hav been taking cab to work cos i leave the hse late... toda suppose to be late no prob de but den, cos perlin say that she is coming to shop, i wanna take picture with her... hahahas :) I am gg to make her a thank you card...

anw today Super slacky... there is reali nth much left to do other than watching show... hahahas...

Perlin went to Bukit Timah Plaza, aft tt she came back say tmr den take photo but i say today cos i wanna develop and put in the card... hahahas.. her daughter help us with 2 pics :)

Then of cos, my fav will be take myself :) she so cute la... she ask me, 'like tt oso can arh' hahahas... I told her say I professional... :)

Ok bascially, the current situation of KAP is like the following status... No longer filled with dvds but boxes and boxes of dvds.....

henry brought some karaoke to the shop and play... hahahas

I was alone in shop and there is no one, no customer tooo so started to take pic....

When Sakinah came, i started to ask to join me ...

the last photo of the day :) the last time we will be doin closing tgt :)

Tmr is gg to be another day at work, which is also the last day at work :) OMG!!! hahas... gg to work with Amirah :) and i asked sakinah along... so that the 3 of us can take pics.. hahahahahahas and slack tgt in the shop :)

tmr last day last day last day... counting down :) Wooh... kkz gtg... still have a lot of things to do... Perlin's pics nt done yet :X nights :)

2010-03-24T13:42:00.002+08:00

Huiting is so chui now............... she is so lazy that she doesn't wan to go to work... she sud be bathing by now but is still blogging here... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

today planned to g swimming but did not go.... huiting is getting very lazy yar :X

OMG hav yet swim this week.. gonna make some plans on fri... wake up earli in the morning go for a swim of 20 laps den aftnn go chalet... at night sure chui till siao... hahahas... gonna see what can be done to make up for tis week's swim :X

okok... was trying to change my playlist and stuffs... manage to add a few nice songs... reluctant to delete some old songs... tonight might not hav the time to do cos planning to make a card for Perlin, as tmr will be the last day i will b seein her at Videoezy.... den ade's present is still in the progress wif sis.. might need to help her cos nt even half is done :X

will try to come on9 tonite :) byes.. reali need to go bathe and work :X

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ADELINE :)

2010-03-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ADELINE :)

2010-03-23T23:31:00.004+08:00

As the previous emtry was written in a unhappy mood therefore i forgot to share the good news to everyone :)

Finally there is gg to be a change in huiting's life :) a company hav decided to employ me to join their company :) I was so happy when i first received the news :)

At first i thought tt there was no hope as during the interview, techincal qns were asked, the qns that was asked was all related to chemistry :) lucky enuff that i like chemistry during my sec sch life or not i can tell u tt i could not ans a single qns :) hahahas

but anw i will be joining this company called the Chemical Industrial (Far East Ltd) nxt month, which means that i will be able to leave Videoezy :)

My last day with videoezy is on the 25th march as 26-28 march is Ade's 21st birthday chalet :) so happy for her... [haiz... which means that i am gg to be a year older alr.. so fast :(] at the mean time, my cousin is also coming to Singapore this coming weekend.. She is intending to work in Singapore after some 'training' in Malaysia :) I think that she tinks that I am still looking for a job so she actuali asked me out to the career fair tis sat, but due to the chalet, we postponed it to sun instead.... at least these few days I am able to accompany her :) so lucky... hahas

2010-03-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

i reali hav no ideas, y there is this kind of person....

at the very first time, i reali thought tt he was a ok person... but subsequently, i realise i was wrong...

a person who always say and brain wash but they themselves dun set an example...

a person who always say that you dun hav a choice, but wen happen to ownself, jus wans to choose

when a mistake is done, will scold others but when ownself committed, will say dun care....

lz ard and ask ppl to do things...

ask ppl not to do it, but ownself did it...

puts blames on others...

teaching the wrong things to others...

wtf.... i reali cant stand it any more... even if it is jus only for the very few last days... i reali dun wan it anymore.... i am praying very hard for 25th of march to come soon... cos tt willbe my last day there... forever not gg back there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just to let you know, helping to cover each others mistake is nth better than pointing out their mistake such that they wont commit and you dun need to cover... this is call 知错能改... rather than covering for one another to be 天下太平...

not say following by the books is always correct i know, but being too flexible may cause you lots of trouble do you think is worth??? case by case situation can be flexible.... but too relax assuming nth hav happen is nt smthing that i can do....

if there is rules and regulations, and you always goes against it, den can i know, y hav rules and regulation???? everything that was done, there is a purpose.. i listen to my supervisor not you... you may be older and more senior than me... you onli hav the right to advice not to command COS I DUN WORK FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont change my attitude becos of you cos u are nt worth for me to change my attitude for...

f*** gonna suffer tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED A CHANGE!!!

2010-03-04T01:33:00.003+08:00

it is real real long since i last blogged... 2 mths i guess....

anw.. nth much hav improved in my life.... still the same old me waiting for a company to employ me such that i can leave my current job over at videoezy...

Seriously speaking of Videoezy, i wonder why am i staying at tt place tolerating with some ppl which i cannot stand.. i reali hav no idea... i actuali dun mind working there but jus due to smthings and some ppl, it makes me hate my life and myself for still working over there... how can huiting still tolerate.. i hav no idea... plainly jus becos that huiting is stupid...

hav no idea... now KAP is closing down, hav to shift to another place alr.. i reali wanna stop this kind of life... can someone jus save me... PLS!!!!!!!!!!!

when is ever is my life gg to be changed??

Seriously, i hav no idea....

Where am i heading to???

Once again, i hav no idea....

I realli need someone, somebody, somethings to change my life.... I NEED A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-10T11:28:00.003+08:00

First entry of the year... blogged at work... still working with videoezy... hoping that there is a better chance of getting a job this year... Just starting.. tons of things to do.. start of year refers to start of sch which means, NPCC parades are starting as well...

my lifes revolves ard videoezy, NPCC and nth else :X

meeting up with cousins today for some gyming session.. time to put myself down and relax today.. next week will be another taxing week for me...

2009-12-27T11:14:00.001+08:00

admit that it was really long since that i blog.. saved a post on the 21 to keep it to post on cousin edmund's wedding... but that i will hav to do it at home :)

hmmm... ytd was my off day.. and fruitful day at the National Museum with cousins... there are a lot of educational things that i get to know during the tour, whether is smthing abt the mummies or the history of Singapore... it is really cool... it seems that i was being brought back to the past...

anyway took photos.. will upload when i am free... 300++ photos were taken... :X went to yishun and cousin irene treated us with swensens as she felt bad cos she was suppose to join us for a trip to the museum but she last min cannot make it.... after that went home and......

today I AM GG TO MEET UP WITH COUSINS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! WOOH!!!!!!!! post christmas celebrations :)

2009-11-30T01:03:00.003+08:00

Today is my last day at JW... In future, I will no longer work at JW... JW is gg to be a franchise outlet... therefore i cant work there... I was relocated to work at KAP!!!!!!!!!

These few days been working none stop at JW... busy with all the packings and stuffs almost full shifts everyday... Huiting is tired :X

But had no choice.. cos Perlin is short of manpower, PT sick den need to cover shifts... but aft tis month, main focus will only be at KAP!!!

Tues, off day.. gonna go out with cousins.. den work 2 days, den gonna go back to malaysia woohs :D a long holiday break yeah...

2009-11-23T02:11:00.002+08:00

nth much in my life nowadays.... working at videoezy, at home slping.. watching show on9... and nth else.. life is so dead for me :X

went to camp on the 19.. was nice and ok... but somehow the rain spoilt some of the things... but was tired...

working at JW was so bz... had things to do.. and these things dun seems to be able to finish...

now, been crazy abt taiwan dramas... had 1 whole shot finished quite a few dramas...
- wu di shan bao mei
- fu qi you an kang
- qiao qiao ai shang ni
- prince princess 2 (currently jus started watching)

slacking and slacking, dun noe when am i able to find a new job :X a perm job... something which will keep me occupied thru out the weekday and nt like me now slacking like shit :X

2009-11-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

BACK... i am finally back from a tiring but worthful cousins' outing :) Wooh!!!!

On the 14, we went to the chalet in the aftnn... din do anything much there... waited for abt till evening 5 plus, we head to Tampines to rent our bikes... aft renting, it was slightly drizzling... everyone crossed our own fingers.. but we still head on to Pasir Ris... As the rain was a little big, we seek shelter at Downtown East.. Waited for a while and decided to head back to Changi to hav our dinner :)

Finally at around 8 plus, we reached back the chalet... parked our bikes and took some food from buffet and eat..

after we ate sang birthday song for Samuel, the birthday boy, we again head off at 2230 to our main destination of the night, East Coast Park :) It was a long way from Changi Beach to ECP... 7.9KM.. We past by the Airport looking at the planes landing and departing from the lane... We were so energetic... estimating to reach ECP in abt 3 hrs, we manage to reach ECP at ard 0100 in the morning... started at area H... then stop by Area G to see the place where we used to gather tgt to hav our BBQs... den to Area F, D and C.. we reached at ard 2 plus.. stopped to hav out supper at Macdonalds.. and again, it started drizzling.. We decided to seek for shelter ard Macdonalds... Den received a callfr dad saying that he wants to pass his windbreaker to my brother and asked for our location... (but actuali, i found out tt he was actuali spot checking our location :X) hahahas:)

Anw, the rain stopped den we decide to head on to a location where we could hav our 'campfire'. We sat down had a mini candle lighting session... abt 1 hr, we decided to head back to Changi instead of returning our bikes at ECP... but b4 we head off, we had a photo taking session... photos is nv a missed with cousins...

we set off to Changi at ard 5 in the morning, as everyone was really tired and sleepy, our estimated time was 4 hrs to reach Changi so that we could return the bikes at 9 on time... so slowly, everyone cycled at a slower speed as compared to when we arrived...

the sun rise, and we reached Changi Beach at ard 7 plus 8.. still there is abt another 3KM b4 we reach the pit stop of the PCN to return our bikes.. We finally reached to return our bikes at 0845... took a group pic and walk our way back to the chalet... back to chalet, everyone was chui.. we took turns to bathe as everyone was really sticky and smelly... soon, at ard 10 plus.. we head home.. took the bus to tampines..everyone slept on the bus... ade and eddie took bus while my siblings, sh and me took the train... sat at the very corner covering ourselves with MP3. jacket and sleep our way back...

It was really an enjoyable night cycling that cousins had... even though parents were worried abt our safety (as there were 11 of us, out of the 11 only 4 of us were 18 and above :X).. We took good care of ourselves and of one another...

2009-11-11T12:47:00.002+08:00

1 new post aft a long period of time... was busy?? hahahas...

monday went to work at KAP as usual.. everytime i work there sure rain.. i waited for 1 hr before i could work myself to the bustop =.=

on tues, an off day for me as usual... met up with cousin to come my place here to swim... they are addicted.. jus as i was waiting for them, i den rmb tt tues the pool NT OPEN... reali sorry cousins... den we decided to head to the next nearest swimming complex at JE... Heng arh.. they close pool on mon.. but the Wave pool is under maintainance... ok went a while... playe the slide.. fun.. but there were jus too many ppl there... cant stand the crowd tt's all... aft tt i realise my hair was a little oily o.O

we decide to wash up and head home.. and i can tell u.. the cubicle was damn small as compare to the one at JW!!!

We say that we are nv gg back to JE to swim again...

When JP walk walk and head home.. den i realise that my body has a strong chlorine smell... yeaks... damn er xin las can...finished watching ' Wu Di Shan Bao Mei'

now working at JW.. full shift for the next 2 days as well... but cant wait for weekends to come by..........

COUSINS GG OUT FOR NIGHT CYCLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woohs.. just cant wait for it to come....

2009-11-08T17:24:00.004+08:00

Now working at JW.. damn sian these few days... so tired...

was bz with NPCC stuffs.. guiding the Sec 3 to plan a camp which is coming up in abt 2 weeks time... OMG!! was damn bz for weekends :D wooh.. cousins' night cycling coming up soon as well.. cant wait for the day to come... aft night cycling will be the camp..

was tinking of smthing these few days.. cos saw some things which i think.. hmm how to say...

the way we see foreigners stereotype... like all those constructions workers... to us they are like low cheap... a lot of things can be said abt them.. but truefully they are actually much more better than Singaporeans... comparing, i hav seen more of these foreign workers to give up their seats to the needies more than I see Singaporean do tt...

when working at JW, i do serve these kind of foreign workers... they hav much more better attitude than wat Singaporeans are... but why are the stereotype of these ppl are so bad.... i tink some times we hav to think of it at a better way....

anw.. HUITING DID NOT EXERCISE THIS WEEK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!1 she is gg swimming on tues with cousin.... den weekends to cycling... den gg swimming again?? i dun noe!!!

2009-11-03T01:47:00.002+08:00

Wooh... tmr i off... today hav a lot of shows to watch... crazy like siao...

today work at KAP!!! den aft tt went to JP suppose to buy ear piece... cos my ear piece spoilt... den dun noe which one to buy.. so asked sis.. waited for her to come to JP!!

we went window shopping... bought an orange colour ear piece.. wooh!!! loves :D

den came home... something happen.. den blah blah blah... i dun wish to say much...

now watching 桃花小妹 latest ep 3 :) tmr off.. rented a few shows to watch.. or thinking tt i sud go out??? i dun noe :(

2009-10-31T13:13:00.002+08:00

Ytd went swimming with cousins... swam 10 laps... and den aft tt went to lz river there to bo liao-ly gg round and round..

Swim went home den put things head out again.. had dinner with cousins and went to work.. was really very tired aft the swim.. damn chui.. anw work was like tons of things to do.. nv ending.. left work to Amirah today again =.=

today, working with perlin.. sure hav a lot of things to do at JW today.. haiz....today some more hav to do monthly report... sianz to the max... cos i dun noe how to do.. think will hav to call Perlin to guide me to finish the report... which means today sure gonna work till 11..

hav updated my events alr.. all tues will be free.. cos tues is my off day :D

2009-10-30T11:08:00.002+08:00

HUITING IS GG TO SWIM TODAY!!!!!!!!

today cousins is coming to my hse de swimming complex here to swim.. woohss... but lata i gg to work... work at KAP damn bz... back to JW lagi worst... dun even hav the time to take a rest.. piles of things to be done =.=

work seems to be nv ending...

cousins hav also set a date for night cycling.. on the 14 and 15 nov... i will try to find some time to update my schedule for the blog.. i noe hav long lost my schedule... but i reali hav no time to do tt...

these few days hav been starting to watch taiwan dramas on9... stopping family outing for a while.. cos a few ep i cant find... now watching taiwan drama 1st...

2009-10-26T19:17:00.004+08:00

Wooh.. back from malaysia.. actuali i came back last night... but was too tired to blog... today is a total sleeping day for the dearest me... i slept from night to aftnn... den fr evening to night... =.= to recover all my sleep since thurs...

Thurs, i came back from work den i packed and i thon thru out the night... den aft tt on fri morning, 6 we left the hse and headed to Malaysia... ate breakfast den waited for bus... took abt 2 hrs to reach forth auntie's shop.. den forth uncle drove us in to xiao jiu's shop den went to fetch er yi.. on the way home, i passed by a clinic... den a flash back came in my mind.. i still rmb once when i stayed at ah ma's hse, and i fell sick... ah ma was so worried that she asked yi zhang to bring me to the clinic....i still rmb how worried she was even i said tt i was fine..

when i reach xiao jiu's hse... it seems like it have been quite long that i hav been here.. which is true when mum say, when ah ma is gone, the number of times that we are gg to malaysia is getting lesser and lesser...

anw tonight mum is calling everyone to his hse for a small celebration... so i helped out in cutting and washing of the vegetables... when helping out er yi asked me, 'have you ever thought of ah ma?' Just out of a sudden, i reali do not noe how to answer her...at times when i was bz reali i din feel her existence... but i look at the photos of her i started to go back at the time during her funeral... she just gone like tt...i am reali at a lost...

as reali too tired to continue.. looking at the situation i tink i could go take my rest.. i went to slp..

took a short nap and was woken up by henry calling to ask me smthing.. cousins and bro were starting up the BBQ pit... den i started eating.. :X no las is finger food ma...

soon, the ah yis started coming in to eat... there were lots of food but a little ppl.. when i was eating i started to tink of ah ma... still rmb how she always eat her food, her posture of sitting and her every movements...

had an earli night... morning onli woke up at 12 plus.. headed to yi ma's hse to helped out... saw all my nieces and nephews.. they all reali grew up a lot.. all of them able to walk and talk alr.. damn cute las.. at night was like small gathering session... went home ard midnight... slept at ah ma's room at the place where she sleeps... thinking of her....

in the morning woke a little late.. changed and head to yi ma's hse... sun is the day where ah ru jie jie is getting married...but to me is like unbelievable.. mayb cos since young i hav been quite close to her... i was with her like since she was in secondary school.. den suddenly she is like getting married... so weird to me las... but anw.. she was reali very pretty tt day...

was tired... aft tt ceremony, i stayed at yi ma's hse... den ard 1 , we start to head to the restaurant for the lunch... i sat with chian chian jie jie' car.. wif the kids.. had fun with them.. aft lunch we went back to xiao jiu' hse... we packed everything as ong ong jie jie' s friend is oso gg back s'pore.. we tong bang...

was too tired... when reached home, i KO-ed...

2009-10-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

2 days working at Videoezy was nv easy for mi... had to settled some NPCC stuff... den work was piled till my neck... even customers says: 'Wah, u reali very busy' hahahas...

tmr i off... till monday... gg back to malaysia for ah ru jie jie wedding... wooh... but till now i still hav yet packed my things... =.= earlier on still handing over the things to wai.... but i tink more or less done handling, and tmr there is another meeting where the officers is gg to liaise everything... i tink they are changing some of the things...but none of the CIs can make it... hope everything is fine..

Wish them all the best for Sat's event... gonna go pack my things le.. if nt tmr this forget tt forget... haiz!!!

2009-10-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

Ytd was an off day for me at Videoezy... but actually nt off for my life =.=

earli in the morning, woke up and went to unit to settle the Swearing in details and blah blah blah... only manage to like tie down the things at 2 plus o.O which i am suppose to meet up cousins 2 at yew tee...

after settling everything, i went to meet up cousins for exercising... wooh... cant bball cos hav ppl use the court... den slack at common room for a while... den decided to go for swimming... LUCKY enough, i was safe to swim... phew.. if nt i go there for nth los... swam 10 laps... very tired... den ade came to join us.. chatted den head for dinner at yew tee...

nice being out with cousins :D

2009-10-20T02:00:00.002+08:00

hmmm... real long nv blog alr...

was transferred back to JW to work... no more working at IMM!!! Frances sorry cant lunch with u liao... but anw, these few days working at JW was reali tiring... everyday every minute definitely hav smthing to do.. jus work none stop...

Thurs, mum went back malaysia... den damn lazy... had maggie for lunch and dinner... ended, spoilt my stomach... o.O

Fri, transferred back to JW...tons of stocks to do... aft finish one the other came... work till like 7 plus... den onli manage to get my dinner.. den eat till like 9 plus =.=

Sat, Deevapali...work with Amirah.... nice working with her... lots to do...

Sun, work with Perlin... oso lots of things to do...

Mon, work with Perlin... tons of things to do... den some more today 1st time in my life working, there was a short circuit in the shop... i was like OMG... for tt 1 hr i could not do anything lehs...damn sian... aft everything went back to normal, had to get the tv bac and blah blah blah... still hav tons of things nt done... title tracking, converting, shelving, stock taking, updating... customers came return piling up my shelving casing... ended, title tracking do till hav missing titles nt filled in, converting titles nt displayed, returned dics nt put into folder, stock taking onli like the ice cream dun noe wat to order, updating nt even half done... argh... den closing was slow todae.. and i forgot to take out money fr till... argh... and i am nt working tmr... gonna giv a lot of work to henry... and i feel so guilty =.=

tmr off den gg back to unit to settle the things for swearing in for tis sat... yes still nt done yet =.= but ok...hope can clear by tmr...den if i can... gonna go swim which i tink is impossible yar... mayb bball with cousins or mayb gym?? wanna relax...

fri gg back to malaysia..i was tinking whether i wanna bring a bottle of sapphire back... mayb will ask dad and mum to c can or nt.. cos i still hav 2 bottles left over from my birthday...den is drinking session again :X

2009-10-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today HUITING DIN GO SWIMMING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh... this morning there was an uninvited guest therefore i could nt go swimming... damn suay can!!! argh... I AM SO SORRY COUSINS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I oso wanna go swim but i could not... i try nxt week yar :D mayb b4 fri... cos i gg malaysia!!! (cross fingers)

anw... tmr working at JW!! no more working at IMM alr.. nt sure of the reason but.. yar back to JW!!!

been watching FO these few slacking day!! wooah... now at ep 49 alr!!! finishing soon.. tink so :D

2009-10-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today HUITING DID NOT GO SWIMMING DUE TO THE RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! but anw i am really gg swimming tmr with cousins... hope tt can finish 20 laps yar :) with mayb bball!!

2009-10-14T12:22:00.002+08:00

wow... 4 days din blog alr... :X

anw, on mon went to work at imm... had lunch with Frances.. den dinner went up to the garden there... saw they were holding an event cal smthing exercise.. den Huiting realise that she hav nt been exercising for the last 2 WEEKS AGAIN!!!!! OMG!!

tues which is ytd, i went for an interview at Jurong Island.. it is reali long that i have been there.. the interview went rather smoothly.. they asked me abt MT OPHIR again... hahas... and CIP to myanmar... cool... ok... aft the interview, i went for a tour ard the plant with PPE wore... nice place...smthing like CPTC.. but is jus that it is nt as spaced out as CPTC... den we went to climb up the tank.. real cool can... enjoyed myself there.. and thnx for those who wished me luck for the interview :D

today... stayed at home.. jus woke up to harvest in cs... OMG!! the game reali damn nice to play... hahahas... planning to go swimming but dun noe wat time... =.=

TODAY HUITING MUST SWIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-10T11:34:00.002+08:00

ytd was an off day for mi... wooh...having dinner with glenise and gangs..

in the morning, went to bugis to pray.. to hope that i get the job.. and hav no conflict in the job...den aft tt went home helped jevin and wx harvest den watch FO again... yes again... den went to meet Lina to get glenise present... walk jp den met up with wei jie and head to IMM!!!

wen bought the minnie mouse 3d puzzle for glenise.. hopes she likes it :D

we ate adn Ajisen... stayed for quite long.. from 6 to abt close to 10...hahahas.. laughing our heads off... enjoyed myself with them yeah.... photos hav to wait till glenise send... :D

now working at JW!!! suppose to be KAP, den amirah nt feeling welll so i work here los... and today is my brother de birthday... wish him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

tonite den gg for dinner... wooh... okok :D

2009-10-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today went for a interview over at taka... was nervous as it was the like 4th times i am gg for an interview alr... =.=

was reali hoping hard that i can get the job.. went to taka... almost could not make it on time... but lucky enuff on time.. :D lucky me..

in the room, the interviewers were reali nice... enjoyed the interview... din had a hard time jus reali casual talk with them... everything went off fine.. we talk abt CPTC, ICES, Camps... and one of them asked me abt MT OPHIR!!!!!!!! hahahas.... interview was cleared in abt 10 mins.. wooh.. relieved.. the agent asked me a few qns and blah blah blah.. and said tt earliest 1 wk will know the ans.. i was like.. okok...

who knows after i left, about within an hr, the agent called me to say tt i was selected for the 2nd interview which is at Jurong Island...nxt week... den went JP walk walk... Yijia msg me to ask if i can still help out nxt wk at imm... i felt so bad.. but had no choice but to tell her that i was selected for the round 2 of interview and it is on tues.. so could onli help her on mon... any other days hav to wait till aft tues de interview den can cfm...

she is reali a nice person to work with.. reali enjoyed my days with videoezy... but i need to carry on with my life.. i cannot stay there like forever... my intention hav to be clear... i actuali is holding to this pt till i get a real perm job... therefore, if i reali manage to get this perm job, i will hav to leave videoezy...

2009-10-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

today is a bad day for mi!!! damn bad....earli was so tirng at work... feel like slping as last nite slept late...

waiting for stock... but than nt there... den receive a msg from her again saying tt there is a dics missing and have to pay again... wah piang.. and i broke down feeling so stressful...at tt time i reali hope to hav someone there to let me nag, a shoulder to cry on...

as wat i promise, i tolf perlin abt being nt scheduling me there, den this small thing became a big hoo-haa... she explained to me blah blah blah.. lucky enuff, some1 came to chat with me which allow me to sort of leave the thinking away... everything went fine.. actuali requested to leave earli, yijia nice enuff to understand...

lata on the day, perlin asked mi if i can take over the shop till the next yr... i wasnt sure of wat exactly happen but... close to agreement, she den asked me think thru den let her noe... and a while lata, i received a call fr the agency which previously i send my resume to.... i was so excited... cos i send long time ago and den i thought is like no hope le... OMG!! den tmr gg to interview.. so instead of gg home earli todae, i actuali request to change it to tmr so tt i can go for the interview... tonite hav to read thru all my notes...

went to purchase jeans and shorts den buy solution and shun bian go check on my spec de degree... luckily there is no increase...

hmmm.... den smthing happen... kinda being sandwiched.. hope tt the both of u are fine... and i din noe tt she was there... hope tt it din cre8 alot of trouble in u explaining to her... but i tink i hav cre8ted myself a big prob.. :X

wish me luck in tmr interview... and i am gg to slp earli tonite :D

2009-10-05T10:15:00.002+08:00

haiz.. thought that today is gonna be an off day for me... who knows, last night perlin ask me if i can work today full shift at JW cos myra sick... den work los... if nt at tt hour hu is she gonna find...

earli in the morning thought tt jus come in and harvest den still wanna go back to slp de... cos last nite onli slept at 3 in the morning, watching ' The prince and me 2'.. but den.. harvest den started playing, visiting till now... time to wake up... den click on family outing =.=

guess today will be damn tiring for me during work.... anw.. ytd had supper again =.=

i tink once i work at JW supper is a mus for me... cos i nv eat during dinner time.. den by the time i reach home i will be like damn hungry... and furthermore, i haven exercise for the last week.. OMG!!! hav to find 1 session this week to go for a swim den =.=

okok...watch family outing den bathe den work :)

2009-10-04T18:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. now at jw working... tmr i off... no work for me.. yeah.. can take a gd rest at home... or mayb go out?? hahahas...

anw the meeting today... hmmm reali damn serious but den out of serious there were some joking ppl ard.. esp me.. hahas.. trying to get serious at times but aft the serious toking, i started laughing... anw tok a lot.. crap a lot.. content a bit :X hahas.. watever it is, it's over.. after meeting went to eat breakfast cum lunch and mayb dinner.. at ljs.. den head to work... den saw a familiar face..( i tink he oso recognise me but dare nt say).. anw i saw my primary sch chinese teacher... Mr Ong on the bus.... face to face some more...jus out of a sudden i was tinking wat i hav done in the past that result in me dun like him and him dun like me... i tink i was damn childish at tt time??

Still rmb at tt time, when i was in pri 5, i use to be a gd student... he always got bullied by my classmates... i use to support him with kheng loon and xavier.. but aft xavier left in pri 6, i started to turn my back against him, joined my other classmates to attack him... hahahas... damn childish rite.. everyday during his lesson, he will nag at me saying that... 'huiting, y is there a sudden change in you...' he will nv forget to say me every lesson... i was even asked to hav a one to one tok with him...

i use to rmb that when he speaks, he will hav white foam forming at the side of his mouth... den still rmb one time, he actuali pointed middle finger in class... den when someone reported to the principal, he den asked us y is it tt we din tell him which in actual fact we were told off by him when we told him... aft tt.. still rmb we happen to hav a case wif some of the gangster outside sch.. den he wanted to inform my parents.. at tt time, i was reali a daddy's girl.. so worried abt it...

got one of my classmate to imitate as my auntie to settle wif him... but was later found out.. even one of my classmate's mum wanna help mi... hahas... i still rmb how worried i got.. but happen to be tt i was too lucky or wat... my mum knew abt the gangster thing (as it was filed as a police case) but she nv knew that i was involved... happily for the rest of my days in primary sch was peace.. till now, he still have yet met my mum... hahas..

i still rmb once when i was in secondary sch, during teachers' day, i actually gave him a call to wish him, and he was super damn shocked... hahahas... but aft tt i nv call him and guess that he changed his number as well...hahahas...

now i den realise how interesting childhood i hav during my school days... and i nv knew that i was so naughty..

2009-10-04T11:23:00.002+08:00

Ytd full shift at KAP!!! actuali woke up earli BUT den went back to slp again.. results -> overslept... Quickly chiong to bathe then down to Cle.. the stupid bus took so long to come.. den no choice.. mrt to cle den take cab.. wat was worst is that... NO CAB!!! manage to cab den reach KAP slightly a little late... But ok las no customer... den Amirah called to ask abt promo and stuffs... i pity her los... no one told her anything abt the promo and stuffs... WTH!! but glad she asks... so told her everything... but actually, i wasn't very sure as i hav yet done the promo b4... although i hav been working...

i am currently now in a situation whereby, working at 3 different outlets of videoezy, with 3 different types of promotion gg on at these 3 different outlets.. 1 outlet hav this promo while the other one dun hav... but still trying to manage it...

Whole day KAP was nice and fun... starting to like working there... esp with henry... with him, i wont need to worried when there is something wrong with the transaction... he will always hav the solution to solve it...

went off at 11 but today dad din come fetch me.. so i hav to go home myself .. took the bus to cle.. board 154.. den was wondering if i sud take back to boon lay den take 241.. but den... cle a lot of ppl board den sian.. i alight the nxt stop to take 99 straight home... den while waiting for the bus, dad called to ask if wanna stop and boon lay there eat nasi lemak... i was like ok los... den waited for 99 reali is damn long... wait + head down boon lay takes more than an hour can( which usually take abt 40 mins)... wth las...

anw... i cant iamgine myself eating at that hour of time... MIDNIGHT!!! hahahas... haven been eating at that hour for like quite a long time...

today.. having meeting.. thought it was 12.. den woke up earli.. den rmb tt it was 1... hmmm... so now playing cs... watching show...

2009-10-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

today work at imm again... but the last day of the week i am working at imm... hahahas.. tmr gonna work over at KAP!!! Head Big arh... working at 3 different outlet, ith 3 different kinds of promotion results in me MUST memorise watever promotion is gg on at videoezy.. den i damn jia lat las... some outlet hav this promo some dun hav.. den mus noe... haiz..

tis week no exercise again.. OMG!!!!!!!!! hav to find time next week.. =.=

Today was watching this new release show... NICE!!!!!!!! although i a little dun understnad the ending part... the show is 'Angels and Demons' by Tom Hanks.. mus watch.. reali nice..

2009-10-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

hmmmm.... today is 1st October which is also CHILDREN'S DAY!!!!!!!!!

Which is also.................

GLENISE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gonna onli meet up her on nxt fri... and i still hav yet get her present... OMG!!! although i alr thought of wat i sud get for her... and gonna too make smthing special for her.... but shhhhh!!! will onli reveal it when we meet up on fri...

today finally able to leave from work earli cos hav a new guy den i get to go off earli... met up wif dad and came tgt.. today finally hav dinner at home... ever since like i work at imm, i haven been having dinner at home... tmr is also another day of earli off.. means can come home earlier... woohss!!!

sat gg to be a full day at KAP!!! hahahas... den sun gg to hav a CIs + HO + advisors meeting.... gonna be a 'battle' .. hahahas :X

gonna go watch my family outing... den at midnight wanna watch the show where Ben Yeo went to Sri Lanka to be a volunteer.. sure gonna be touching...

2009-09-30T09:42:00.002+08:00

again... today woke up earli in the morning to play country story... suppose to do harvesting ytd nite... but sis use until so late tt i din wait for her... den i went to slp at 1... nt sure whether meeting frances for lunch today so waiting and playing... mayb go bac a slp lata...

ytd went down to jw to return dics... all thnx to henry.. he waited for mi.. if nt i hav to go down today to return... but anw had a great chat with him again...

came home and nth much... imm gg to hav a contract pt coming tis thur... den yijia ask if i would wan to go off earlier... den i say okie :) earli finish on thur and fri.. thur meeting up with the rest of the instructors... den fri??? resting evening... wanna watch FO again... hahas... cos sat work full shift at KAP!!! hahahas.. okok...

2009-09-28T12:43:00.003+08:00

Today so sian... earli in the morning alr hav a lot of ppl msg-ing mi liao.. cant even hav peace slp-ing... =.=

anw still manage to wake up and reply those msges... den went back to slp again... finally got up at ard 12 plus... cos suppose to wake up and harvest things at country story... lucky enough no one went there to steal things... and i leveled today.. most likely getting my sheep tonite after i harvest today... wooh...

lata gg for parade... hmmm last parade b4 the cadets go for their end of year exams...which is like gg to be stopping NPCC for abt 2 wks?? hahahas..

2009-09-27T23:17:00.004+08:00

Today Huiting is super damn pissed off... she feels that some ppl dun appreciate what others is trying to help... they jus think abt themselves... selfish...

anw today went swimming... din manage to finish 20 laps cos huiting was having a bad headache when swimming half-way... so stop aft 10 laps... huiting is damn lazy.. finding excuses... wth... i reali cant swim 20 laps today... jus felt damn tired... OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

recently heard a nice song... From the movie of Hannah Montana... 'The Climb'

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

2009-09-26T20:13:00.003+08:00

LAZY Huiting jus realise that she have stopped exercising for 2 wkss plus alr... OMG! I am plain lz??? hahahas... dun even hav the time to drop by the jurong west swimming complex to swim 20 laps las...

Actually to say... i am reali too busy to drop by the swimming pool for a swim... everyday work... den time jus passes jus like tt... how would i ever noe that the time passes so quickly tt i hav been 2 weeks w/o exercise??? hahahs

anw... alr planned to go swimming with cousins tmr.. cos 7th month is over... and i haven been swimming for a long time... therefore decided to go down to meet them for a swim... aft tt i will hav to swim alone again... sh will be having 'o' levels den the rest end of year... OMG!!!

tmr gonna work at JW again... and i super damn sian if tmr anything is gg to get missing... nt sure lehs... cos i tink everything is like coincidental... everything jus happen like tt... and it has nv happen b4 to me los... if reali, the same thing gonna happen again... i seriously is gg to let perlin noe tt nt to schedule me at JW anymore.. cos i reali cant afford to work there paying and paying without knowing wat am i paying for... Spoke to Henry today, he said tt she works this way.. but with him, to be fair everyone share the cost... he jus asked mi this qns which i dare nt pop to her: evidence? I reali feel like sandwiched in between... cos reali i dun wan to work at JW for nth... Using watever i earn there to pay for watever is lost there... i reali cant afford this energy and mental strength...

anw... hav asked perlin to slightly increase my pay... she say KAP ok, IMM will ask for mi... but as for JW... remains...

October schedule out... more freedom, more events other than work coming up... reali cant wait for them to come.. wooh... gonna meet up with glenise and gang... cos our beloved glenise birthday is coming... den next attending my cousin's wedding at the end of the month..means gg malaysia... aaaahh... reali very long nv go back liao... ever since like in may?? hahahas :)

2009-09-22T10:43:00.003+08:00

ytd was a damn unlucky day for me... nt say ytd but, everything jus happen like tt... wtf las..

in the morning, i went to jw to work for the pathetic 2 hrs aft tt b4 leaving, when i want to use the toilet, i could not find the key. i gave matt( who did closing ytd) a cal to ask where he left... he could nt rmb.. lucky enough tt there is a duplicate key if not hav to change the whole door which cost like $60...

den nvm... in the evening, myra called and told me tt ytd 1 'night at the muesme 2' lost... i was like wtf... me and matt is like damn pissed off las... although like ytd we work double pay... but deduct this and tt dun hav double pay los... wth las....

den ytd i tried doin closing... everything i do was like... damn bad.. couldn't count everything corectly... at tt point of time i felt i was at a lost of dun noe wat to do... reali need to calm myself down...

was nagging at wan at imm.... hahahas.. tok a lot of things... today he off... den i am nt working wif him... but someone whom i dun noe who... the supervisor of the shop... and some more today i do closing alone los... i mean nt say i dun noe how to do, but imm is different from jw... their closing different... so a bit hard for mi... anw gonna meet up frances for lunch todae... wooh...